2024: Top 20 Movies

(With the understanding that someone might be interested in reading my annual roundup on movies and not the equivalent music piece — or vice versa — and lacking the desire to reiterate what I said last time: If you want to know my thoughts on the state of the world and the state of myself and the state of this website, you can read the essay that opened my musical retrospective here. It still covers just about everything I’m capable of saying right now. Otherwise, please enjoy this year’s Top 20 Movies!)

I’m not wild about 2024 as a year in movies. Yeah, I ultimately filled this list with a handful of contenders to spare, but…I don’t know. I got there in part by cheating, at least by my standards; there are two entries with runtimes so short I’m not sure I’d have qualified them as feature length in a year when I was less desperate for films I’d actually be excited to write about. And even with that rule broken, you have to get a couple entries deep before you start finding movies I’m confident would have made the cut last year.

Part of the problem is that 2024 played as something of a reverse 2023 — it got off to an extremely strong start, then just flatlined for the rest of the year. The top four entries on this list had all been released by April, and that’s quite a high to come down from.

Still, the top tier of this year’s list is pretty, well, top tier. And considering how recently I was sincerely concerned 2024 would not have enough great movies to comfortably fill twenty slots, the fact that I ended up with as much overflow as I did — even if I don’t feel compelled to include any of it as an honorable mention — comes as some relief. There will never be a year with no great movies — and if 2024 could pull it off, there will probably never be a year where this list is a challenge. This isn’t my favorite column since I started doing this — though, for what it’s worth, it also isn’t my least favorite — but in the end I’m content with it.

Let us begin!

20. Evil Does Not Exist

Evil Does Not Exist is the kind of Top 20 entry that’s really only one fatal flaw away from being a Top 10 entry. There’s part of me that even thinks it might be better than the much more culturally impactful Drive My Car — or that most of it is, anyway. It’s typically beautiful work from Ryûsuke Hamaguchi, and if I’ve said it once, I’ve said it a thousand times: I make my living as a small-town journalist, I love me a good public meeting, inject your movie about municipal water systems directly into my veins. But what really stands out to me is how skillfully paced it is — slow and deliberate, to be sure, but in this way that allows it to complete every thought before moving on. Hamaguchi establishes a sort of chilly remove that accentuates its depiction of mundane worldly cruelties and provide and stages its surprising sense of humor with appropriate awkwardness. Like I said, it’s the sort of movie that normally would comfortably slot itself in the Top 10 or Top 5 — but for my feeling that it nowhere near sticks the landing, and in fact fails to earn it by such a significant distance that it can cast the faintest pallor over the film preceding it. Not much of one, though — Evil Does Not Exist is extraordinary until it isn’t, and it isn’t only for a short time. I continue to watch Hamaguchi’s career with interest.

19. Look Back

The year’s best cry-like-an-idiot movie. This is one of two entries I feel like I might have disqualified in a year where I found my also-rans more compelling — at only fifty minutes, it’s shorter than a lot of TV shows these days. But the Academy counts that as feature length, so whatever — this year, it’s good enough for me. Look Back is absolute emotional dynamite for weird artsy types who have a difficult, anxious relationship with their work — which is to say me, it’s emotional dynamite for me specifically. It’s also emotional dynamite for people with a tendency to fixate on what-ifs and might-have-beens and who struggle with the transience and impermanence of things, which is to say that, really, this kind of became overkill for me past a certain point. Charming, low-key, and delightful until it’s crushing, then swings from hope to despair and back again until it’s put you the whole way through the wringer. Beautiful, sad, affirming, great.

18. Conclave

Conclave is the kind of movie that reminds me why I frame these lists as “favorites,” not “bests.” Obviously, who am I to decide my own subjective emotional responses ought to be representative of some larger object standard? But it’s more than that, it’s the fact that even my own personal sense of what’s good or bad or better or worse get tangled up in the complexity of telling a story. I can easily think of ways Conclave could have been technically better cinema. And all of those things would have made me like it less. I worry in my discussions over the last several months I’ve overemphasized Conclave as an ironic pleasure; let me be clear now that it truly isn’t. This is a well-made film, it looks great, the cast is phenomenal, it somehow makes behind-the-scenes Vatican politicking the most fascinating thing in the world. It’s super melodramatic and intense, but I have a weakness for that kind of thing. It’s just that when it goes wrong, it goes really wrong — but also swings for the fences so hard that you have to admire it. This would be a “better” movie if it ended twenty minutes earlier, on that final moment of ambiguity — instead of suddenly ratcheting everything up to eleven and piling on twist after twist after twist. But I had a big, stupid smile on my face through the whole ending the first time I watched it, relishing each earth-shattering revelation, doing a spit-take the moment I realized what the final turn was going to be. For me, it’s The Dark Knight Rises of pope movies: great when it’s good and a masterpiece when it isn’t. Loved it.

17. Rap World

The other entry I thought about disqualifying, and it’s even more tempting in this case, not only because it runs a mere fifty minutes but because it’s literally a really long YouTube video and even I have trouble muscling past the stigma associated with that. But Rap World is just too…undeniable. It occupied my thoughts far too long after I watched it to be discarded solely on account of its medium. There really is a level of stupidity that a movie cannot achieve without the people making it secretly being actual geniuses, and I’m struggling to think of anything that better demonstrates what I mean by that than Rap World. It doesn’t just deliver on the jokes — though let me be clear that it is hilarious, and somehow only gets funnier as it goes — it perfectly replicates the experience of hanging out with the stupidest guys you knew in the year 2009. Every inch of every frame reflects an unwavering commitment to the bit — the camera as much the medium as it is an actor portraying a character in the story, every dialogue exchange feeling loose and improvisational despite the fact that it would have to be extremely purposeful in order to convey the necessary information and set up the jokes for the editing room, the cultural references and overall mood having to line up with a historical period that happened too recently to be easily signaled visually. It can only exist as a function of an extraordinary amount of thought going into it. It truly is Moron Citizen Kane. Funny when it’s funny and hilarious when it’s kind of sad.

16. Nickel Boys

You know, I always complain about how late I am with these because of how long it can take certain films to screen near me (if they do at all). And yet, I sometimes feel like the extra three or four months I get to do these still isn’t enough. I don’t know how I’d handle throwing a list together at the tail end of December having only seen everything one time and some films only a handful of days prior. Nickel Boys feels like it’s occupying a placeholder slot here. I had no idea where to put it. Because it’s clearly extraordinary, but I’ve also never seen anything like it and I know I didn’t completely get my head around it on the first viewing. I could see repeat viewings moving it to pretty much any position here. The craftsmanship is incomprehensible, how its cinematography can be so beautiful while also being one hundred percent subjective, anchored in the direct point of view of its characters. And it maintains that delicate state without ever breaking kayfabe — it actually feels like you’re looking through a human being’s eyes, it has that fidgety distraction that comes with reacting to changes in your environment, and yet it’s all so deliberately stitched together and graceful. And that’s just the surface, not the rich core of theme and feeling I still don’t completely have in hand. Just an impossible thing, a miracle of a movie.

15. Anora

Another year, another Sean Baker movie that I feel like you guys like way more than I do, and honestly, I’m not even sure Anora is my favorite of his; it lacks that Sean Baker-y texture of everyday oddity that drives the rest of his work. But for the purposes of a list like this, that says a lot more about where you guys are than I am, because Anora is still one of the best — for lack of a better descriptor — “four-quadrant” movies of the year. You know, the sort of movie that’s accessible on a hundred different levels, whether you’re in it for the jokes or the feelings. I like the smallness of its scope, and the inherent hilariousness of its concept. And the performances are across-the-board stellar; I’m actually completely fine with that upset Mikey Madison Best Actress win (and probably would’ve voted for Yura Borisov too, were I a member of the Academy). Weird, layered, doesn’t always take things where you think it’s going to. Good fun.

14. Rebel Ridge

I would like for Netflix to die in the hottest fire it can find for completely burying this. There is absolutely no reason why Rebel Ridge shouldn’t be a monster hit, much less nearly forgotten only a handful of months after its release. Well, if there’s only one person left beating the drum, let it be me — Rebel Ridge is one hell of a bone-crunching thriller (that’s also weirdly humane at the end of the day?). It’s the modern world’s answer to First Blood. It slides gracefully from slow-burn indie intensity to detective procedural and finally to pulse-pounding actioner, never misses a beat. The civil asset forfeiture revenge thriller: just what the doctor ordered.

13. Hit Man

While we’re on the subject of “burn in hell, Netflix,” here’s the other great movie they casually dropped halfway through the year and then pretended never existed. Hit Man is the first Richard Linklater movie I’ve loved since 2016’s Everybody Wants Some!! and possibly his best “fun one” since as far back as School of Rock (depending on how you define “fun one,” anyway). It has a lot of his staples, chiefly its low-key tone and its talky but not overly self-serious philosophical dimensions. But it’s also kind of a departure for him in that it replaces his aching sincerity with biting, red-hot irony. What if you therapy speak’d yourself into becoming a sociopath? What if the best version of yourself is actually kind of terrible? Cheeky, kind of slimy, deliberately leans into its guilty pleasure elements. Super watchable, and also kind of quietly unprecedented.

12. Nosferatu

I’m picking up a vibe like people are starting to get a little sick of Robert Eggers. Not me, though. It’s weird, because I have a long history of being a “story over aesthetics” guy when a movie forces me to make that choice, but Eggers is just such a generational talent behind the camera. He’s one of the best technical craftsmen working, and at this point probably a candidate for the all-time list. He’s going to have to turn in a script that’s actively bad even to get me to drop below my customary four stars, much less to turn me against him. And Nosferatu does not have a bad script! It isn’t flawless, but it’s doing some interesting things, particularly with the strange psychosexual aspects of the story; I strongly disagree with the strain of criticism accusing it of having nothing on its mind. Nosferatu has more than enough beneath the surface to support its staggering visuals. It looks and sounds phenomenal, and it’s interesting to see Eggers attack something a little more visceral — less the slow burn of The Witch and more a proper horror thriller. It’s unsettling as all hell, a horror movie that feels deeply, pervasively evil and buries itself in your gut. A filmmaker at the absolute height of his powers.

11. Hard Truths

Mike Leigh is one of those otherworldly talents to me — I simply cannot comprehend how he manages to do what he does with such consistency. I don’t understand the functions of his work, and never in a million years could I replicate them — constantly creating things that feel like new, unprecedented experiences despite being naturalistic, improvisational dramas about the lives of everyday, average people. How he can wrangle such beauty out of sets that consist largely of living rooms, how he can mine so many layers of complexity out of premises so simple they’re barely even loglines, how he can get those performances out of so many different people over so many years — seriously, I think there’s an argument to be made that no director in the history of the medium has been better with actors. Marianne Jean-Baptiste, just, my god. It’s all so familiar, the characters so much like people you know in real life, their situations so relatable, and yet it’s so complicated, so evocative, a house of cards that would collapse instantly with one wrong move and yet somehow no one ever makes one. And it’s all done with such humility; there isn’t a single moment where the film starts to feel impressed with itself. Just another day at the office. It confounds me in the best possible way.

10. The Seed of the Sacred Fig

There’s no doubt it can be hard to separate a movie like The Seed of the Sacred Fig from its circumstances — the fact that its mere existence is an act of extraordinary courage, that multiple members of the cast and crew have been arrested and/or exiled for making it. But the older I get, the more I believe that’s part and parcel of the whole thing — that movies, or any works of art, for that matter, are functions of their real-world foundations as much as what’s actually contained within them. Sometimes the medium really is the message. It’s that bravery that makes The Seed of the Sacred Fig so cutting and urgent, that gives it its vitality. Specificity, once again, is key — what ultimately exposes the universality of the human condition and what ails it. You don’t have to have lived a second of its story for its characters and their increasingly fraught relationship with one another to ring achingly familiar. Edward Albee once said, “Fiction is fact distilled into truth.” The Seed of the Sacred Fig is truth.

9. Wallace & Gromit: Vengeance Most Fowl

Easily the year’s most pleasant surprise. I gave up on Aardman at some point; the studio hasn’t delivered anything better than OK in a while, and its recent turn toward sequels felt like a desperate last grasp at keeping its doors open. The mediocrity of the new Chicken Run more or less sealed the deal for me. Then lo and behold! They delivered Wallace & Gromit: Vengeance Most Fowl, their best feature in twenty years, since its own predecessor — and there’s a small part of me that wonders if I like it even more than that one! It’s exactly what I want out of a Wallace & Gromit movie — simple but inventive, dryly funny, sometimes a riot but not so often it becomes exhausting, replete with the requisite Aardman charm, and it’s also got stronger storytelling than I’m used to even in the studio’s best features. Nothing fancy, of course, but there’s a sense of purpose and drive to it that I don’t think Aardman has tapped into since Chicken Run. It’s just a good time, the perfect family film.

8. Furiosa: A Mad Max Saga

It grew on me! It’s no Fury Road, but I don’t think it matters. This is the Aliens to Fury Road’s Alien — inferior, but different enough as a movie that you stop comparing them. Alien is the best version of itself, Aliens is the best version of itself, and so it goes with Furiosa. It’s less of a slam-bang action flick, more of a sweeping epic — albeit one that’s more honed in on character, more interested in telling a story. Fury Road is fun; Furiosa is bleak. It feels the loss of the old world more profoundly than any other entry in the Mad Max franchise; there’s a weight to it, a sense of grief. Chris Hemsworth has absolutely never been better, and Anya Taylor Joy’s Charlize Theron impression is downright creepy. And through it all, you still get the great set pieces and utterly deranged characters you see these movies for. And it’s an excellent companion piece to its predecessor, the latter of which is something of a tonic for the former’s bleakness. If nothing you do matters, might as well do something right. What else are you going to do?

7. Flow

One thing I’ve found over the years is that I really, really like the idea of movies about animals — actual animals, I mean, not Disney animals with essentially human intelligence — but I struggle to get into them in practice. Even all-timers like Au Hasard Balthazar I respect more than enjoy. They’re animals! There isn’t a whole lot of texture to dig into there. It’s hard to feel anything deep and interesting. That’s why it’s significant that I loved Flow right out of the gate and it never lost me. I don’t know how fair it is to say it’s about actual animals — the concept requires it to take at least a few liberties, like that they figure out how to steer the boat. But in the ways that matter, it feels authentic. I think Flow low-key has some of the best storytelling of any movie this year, or at least the most novel — that it somehow manages to wring character arcs out of its furry cast while still having them feel like animals. It pulls off this cause-and-effect, punishment/reward angle — if I do this, I get food; if I do this, I get hurt, that sort of thing — that feels true to the way animals learn, makes its characters dynamic, and sends them on a journey that’s as much emotional as physical. I think what most stands out to me is how broadly appealing it feels, despite being a little indie movie with a lot of vision — simply because of how skillfully it executes on a ton of different levels. You’ve got cute animals, you’ve got enough concrete storytelling to engage the average audience, and there’s mystery and ambiguity to it — especially its haunted world-building — that leave it feeling like it’s hit upon something important. Truly something special.

6. Sing Sing

Another one that’s grown on me with distance and a second viewing. Sing Sing is good in all the ways you want a movie to be good, the ones that maybe aren’t as fun to write about, but where it goes the extra mile, I think, is how unified it feels in its purpose. How seemingly everyone involved knew what was unique to the story they were telling, what made it special, what made it interesting, and worked to bring that out — not only in writing and filmmaking and performance but in the reality of the production itself. It’s only kind of the real-life John Whitfield’s story, and it’s only kind of a true story in the first place. Really, by drawing the film from his account, then threading in the details of other men he knew over the course of his incarceration, then casting actual former inmates in those roles and letting them incorporate some of their own autobiographies into the story, they created something that’s a perfect approximation of its own subject. It’s theater — the ultimate collaborative art form. And Sing Sing is a very collaborative-feeling movie, a lot of different people bringing their own truth to the experience. So you get this balanced, nuanced movie, as much a hangout flick as a propulsive narrative, and it walks the line gracefully. Never feels thin, never feels overstuffed, there’s always some new layer being peeled back, and sometimes it’s surprising what you find underneath. Despite its heavy subject matter, it’s warm, uplifting, and full of love, and it earns every second.

5. The Brutalist

I’ve said before that if The Brutalist is not quite the best movie of 2024, it’s easily the most American. An immigrant population crawling out of the ashes of generational trauma, while the world continues spinning apathetically around them, funneled into the blood and sweat of the capitalist grind, expected to pick up and carry on somehow. A big world run by even bigger whims, a people with little recourse against them but to live and die by their whims. Even after obtaining prestige and a certain indispensability, it only affords the opportunity to stand silently and watch as self-made wealthy megalomaniacs pass the torch to their failsons who are no less evil than them but lack even the mad vision to build something that lasts; they know and care nothing of the world beyond spreadsheets and the numbers that go up and down on them. And in the end, what you leave behind is bigger than you; what it inspires is out of your hands. Art, commerce, ego. A staggering, ambitious epic that’s all the more impressive for how it stands perpetually on the razor’s edge of collapse without ever tipping in.

4. Hundreds of Beavers

I swear I am just hemorrhaging brain cells, man. Every year I’m alive on this Earth I become measurably stupider. I go through different artistic phases from time to time, where a specific type of thing fascinates me and I get way too into it. Right now, that thing is what I can only describe as “the artfully stupid.” Get me artists at the absolute height of their powers who are devoting all of that talent and perfectionism to the most moronic ideas that ever slithered across their diseased brains. Go to film school, then pool all of your resources into bringing that big Drunk Idea to life. Anyway, if there was a Wikipedia page for “the artfully stupid,” I’d have to insist on the poster for Hundreds of Beavers being at the very top. It has codified the entire concept. Sincerely well designed, possibly the best edited movie of the entire year, lovingly hand-crafted, and you will feel entire sections of your brain sloughing off while you watch it. This isn’t a movie you experience; it’s a movie you lose a fight with. I can identify the exact moment where my dumbfounded silence lapsed into complete hysteria and then never stopped. We’ve done it, ladies and gentlemen. The pinnacle of human achievement. The stupidest movie ever made. I laughed until I was sick. I loved every second of it. I made it my entire personality last year and I do not regret it.

3. I Saw the TV Glow

I have never seen anything like I Saw the TV Glow. That’s pretty much the long and short of it. It’s a rare thing, a movie that feels like it’s discovered some whole new way of communicating, like it’s expanded the known boundaries of what cinema can do. And somehow, it does that despite wearing its influences very explicitly on its sleeve — part of me thinks Jane Schoenbrun has been a little too forthcoming about their influences on the interview circuit, and yet it hasn’t made a dent in the overall novelty of the experience. I Saw the TV Glow keeps its literal and metaphorical elements in perfect balance, sliding from the more traditionally narrative to the downright Lynchian without ever losing you, cheating your emotional investment, or shedding the core of what it is. It always feels of a piece with itself. It achieves thematic clarity on the level of the preachiest morality play you’ve seen, without ever putting its actual subject into the literal text of the story. It’s evocative, it defies genre, it borrows chintzy ‘90s YA visuals and somehow transforms them striking and gorgeous. Blank check for Schoenbrun; I’m there for whatever comes next.

2. Dune: Part 2

I am as God made me, folks. It’s like I said when I put Part 1 in that year’s Top 20: I love science fiction nonsense, I love big worms and laser guns and spaceships, and when you hand those things to a director who knows how to shoot them so that they are not gray, warmed-over filth, I’m a cat chasing a laser pointer. You’ve got me; I’m putty in your hands. Anyway, I still have a handful of minor reservations about Part 1, but those do not recur in Part 2 — it’s the better movie in every conceivable way; it even brought me around on some of the things I didn’t care for the first time around (chiefly that loud loud LOUD score, which now feels like the purest reflection of the duology’s “sinners in the hand of an angry god” ethos). Being alive in a time of prophecy would be as invigorating as it would be terrifying, and that’s the key to how Dune: Part 2 manages to be a rousing epic and a feel-bad indictment of religion and power at the same time. It’s some truly extraordinary big-screen spectacle. Bring on Dune: Messiah, bring on the other sequels, let’s get to the weird stuff, let’s upset some people, let’s set Warner Bros’ money on fire, we’re doing this.

And drumroll…

  1. Challengers

Alternative title: The Most Damning Indictment of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences This Side of Crash! I’m definitely not sore about this, not even a little bit. The kind of movie that makes me want to put on a bad Humphrey Bogart voice and declare “What a picture!” Challengers has reliably gotten better every single time I’ve watched it. With full respect to Call Me By Your Name’s following — it’s a great film, and I have no quarrel with it — this is the best work of Luca Guadagnino’s career, and to be completely honest, I don’t consider it close. Challengers is just plain a movie, man, a good, old-fashioned movie, with electric direction and razor-sharp writing and real, actual movie-star performances from real, actual movie stars. It’s smart and trusts its audience; it’s entertainment made by and for adults. There’s already a part of me that thinks it might be the best sports movie of all time, one that actually manages to synchronize what’s happening on the court with what’s happening off of it. There’s no moment here where a character just Digs Deep; it’s all fully motivated. And somehow it pulls off that feat while navigating as many as three or four simultaneous timelines without confusing its audience or losing its freight-train momentum; every new piece of information is deployed at the exact perfect time. There was a moment in the climax that almost made me leap out of my seat when I realized what was going on. This, right here, is how it’s done, kids. A master class.

2024: Top 10 Albums

So I guess the first thing I want to ask is: Are you OK? I hope you’re OK.

But it’s fine if you’re not. I’m not. It was true what I said in my last post, that I was writing it as much for myself as anyone else. I was in a bad place then. I’m not in a good place now. And that’s normal. It’s scary out there. Dark, bleak. We’re grieving what we’ve lost, and terrified of what’s to come. I don’t believe it’s hopeless, but that’s a tough thing to see sometimes — a tough thing to hold onto. Because it will get worse before it gets better, and some of us — God knows who, could be me, could be you — aren’t going to make it to the sunrise. The light is faint and hard to reach for.

I used to sometimes talk about politics in the year-end retrospectives, on my old site, in th years when I felt like I had no choice. I didn’t like doing it, so I stopped. Just kept these pieces focused on the year in movies, or music, or whatever. It was all so despairing, and I never really knew how to transition from the suffering and hardship into the comparatively inconsequential things I write about.

I almost did the same thing again this year. But I realized I couldn’t, not without turning the circumstances into the elephant in the room — without this little list becoming the kind of too-bright smile you put on when things are desperately wrong and you’re to hide it and you know you’re failing. Also: I think, to an extent, it is on theme.

I want to say two things that have become daily mantras for me — that have done the most to get me into a more functional headspace.

The first I’ve already said, but I really want to ensure I make a point of it — because when it comes to self-care, knowing something academically is not the same thing as internalizing it. You absolutely must know, in your heart, that it is OK not to be OK right now. Lots of us aren’t. You’re anxious, you’re depressed, sad, scared, whatever — and all of those emotions are very understandable responses to what’s happened. It’s worse for some of us than others, and those of us who have medically diagnosed mental health conditions — which I do, for the record — have been triggered very badly. But those feelings are not irrational. They are not a signal that you are broken — nor are they a condition that is now inherent to you. It’s human to feel bad right now — it’s feeling completely fine that would be strange. It’s painful, and it’s going to take time, but know that this is a time when misery has a lot of company. You are not alone in this — very, very far from it.

The second thing pertains to this whole project, this thing I’m doing right now, writing this, about arts and entertainment when we all have much bigger things on our minds. I’ve been on social media far too much since all this happened; I’ve seen the latest genre of post — the people in replies to the guy telling jokes or sharing pictures of his dog criticizing him for meeting the moment too lightly. I understand where it comes from; believe me, I do. It’s also dead wrong.

It’s been said so much at this point it’s now a cliche: The first rule of fascism is don’t comply in advance. What I’m about to say I can’t claim as my own insight, though my memory fails as to who originated it. At some point over the last weeks, I saw someone respond to the aforementioned criticism with a statement that has stuck with me ever since: Letting them steal your joy is complying in advance.

Right now, we absolutely need people to lead the fight — people with the bandwidth and the talents necessary to dive into the nitty-gritty of all this, report the truth, develop a strategy, spearhead whatever we’re going to have to muster to save each other from this. The people most targeted by this administration, the ones suffering the most immediately and acutely, are going to need that. Do you know what else they’re going to need? A space to be a human being for a while. Somewhere they don’t have to think about how much they’re hurting. They need to talk about movies and music and sports and recenter themselves in the things that make life worth living, that bring them joy.

I know that from experience. Cards on the table: Very shortly after I posted that election-night essay on here, I lapsed into the absolute worst mental health crisis of my entire life. You’re just going to have to take my word for it when I say that bar was not low. I lost months. I was on the edge of a panic attack all day every day for entire weeks in December; January, I was better but felt like I was walking on the edge of a knife all the time, like one little push was all it would take. It was only internalizing what I said earlier — that it’s OK not to be OK — that helped me transition into something that feels more normal. In the midst of all that, with my mind in ruins and my guts on fire, I was glad for the people who were fighting — but it was also sort of difficult to talk to them? Because it dragged all my deepest fears to the forefront of my mind and kept me in that hell. Do you want to know what really helped me get better? What really gave me the strength to get through the day?

Friggin’ improv comedy.

I spent the last two months getting really into improv comedy. Finally got that Dropout subscription I’d been mulling for a while (highly recommended, FYI). At my worst, movies and music didn’t really penetrate, but for whatever reason, that did. It’s almost a ritual now. I wake up, shower, eat breakfast, and then I watch an episode of something on Dropout. It’s the silliest stuff in the world — but it’s ended up meaning a lot to me, and I’m so profoundly grateful it exists and that people continue to make it even though we’re all scared to death right now.

We need this stuff, man, every bit as much as we need to fight. So yeah — I’m doing the music list this year, and I’m going to do the year in movies once I finish up my watchlist; I’ll do the Oscar predictions if I don’t forget (sue me, it happens). I’m going to start writing again once I get my next project sufficiently planned out (thank God I finished the most recent novel in October; that sure would have been a mess). I’m really not much of a fighter, I’m certainly not a leader, it’s going to take me time to figure out what I can do concretely to help, but this, this I can do, and I’m going to keep doing it for as long as I’m able.

Moving right along: music!

I said last year that I’d sort of stopped believing in good years and bad years for music — at this point, it’s such a democratized art form that if I’m not enjoying the current landscape it’s just because I’m not digging deep enough. I realized that, to me, a good year simply meant all the artists I already listened to nailed it and I didn’t have to venture out of my comfort zone to fill the gap.

Of course, now that I’ve learned how to venture out of my comfort zone, at least a little bit, those conditions can now exist simultaneously. Which is to say that if I believed in good and bad years in music, I would consider this year a very good one.

I don’t know, I think I might have hit critical mass in my music nerdery in 2024. In a very short period of time, I went from top ten lists with entries I didn’t even like that much to this, the first year where I actually started to ask myself if I should expand to twenty. I ultimately decided that I’m still not far along to get away with that just yet — but that I even considered it is still a testament. There came a point in the last month or so when I counted out my ten and realized I had just cut The Cure’s new one, and that made me actively afraid for my safety.

The artists that I’m already a fan of mostly killed it this year. The top two albums on this year’s list are both by bands I’ve been trying to get into for years now who finally pulled me into their corner, which is very exciting. There’s also a healthy number of new discoveries — to me, anyway — on here. It’s just a really great balance, and for the first time since I started tracking my campaign to become a music nerd (which I absolutely have not anywhere near pulled off yet) I don’t really have any serious reservations about any of these. Not only that, but there are a few albums I sincerely regret that I couldn’t make room for this year.

So we’ll start with those honorable mentions. In more or less the order they were cut, they are: St. Vincent, “All Born Screaming” (I actually don’t consider it a disappointment; I just don’t think I’m quite as taken with it as everyone else — I love it through “Big Time Nothing,” but then it kind of sputters for me); Soft Play, “Heavy Jelly” (this is right on the edge of being too heavy for me, but a faithful adherent of my firm belief that punk music is best when it’s funny); Kim Deal, “Nobody Loves You More” (Kim Deal went solo and decided she was going to try to make a…Jimmy Buffett album? Anyway, this one’s been growing on me, so put a pin in it, I guess); The Smile, “Cutouts” and “Wall of Eyes” (they’re great, but I kind of want Radiohead back, and also I’m a little bit over bands doing two albums a year, it’s so vanishingly rare that they actually feel like two distinct pieces); and, as previously stated, The Cure, “Songs of a Lost World” (the downside of being a legacy band is that anything you make exists in the shadow of your own work — this is an album to make any other band jealous, and yet I found it also didn’t scratch any itches that “Disintegration” doesn’t already).

Now for the list proper.

10. Los Campesinos!, “All Hell”

New to these guys! Had never heard of them before they started showing up on some best-of lists at the end of the year. This goes without saying, given the caliber of the albums I just listed, but I had a heck of a time deciding what was going to round out this year’s list. My main holdup, I think, may have been that “All Hell” is not exactly reinventing the wheel — if you listened to the pop-punk/emo of the aughts, you won’t really encounter any new ideas here. But there’s an earthiness to the production that combines with a core sincerity and overall intelligence to put a real ache somewhere in the heart of this, and that’s an atmosphere I’ve never really gotten out of music like this. “All Hell” is timely, of its moment, an “album we need right now” kind of thing, and it isn’t impressed with itself for that. If I had to describe it, I would say it’s “if someone had taught the bands I loved in high school how to read,” which is an M.O. I have no trouble getting behind.

9. English Teacher, “This Could Be Texas”

Punk rock attitude in music that is not punk is one of the easiest ways to get me on board with a new band, and honestly, I could probably just end it right there. Part of me wants to, because English Teacher is a “vibes-only” sort of band that I’m also afraid would be cheapened by thinking about it too much. Combining that “too cool for school” sort of personality with composition that’s actually extremely intricate is an extraordinary balancing act and I can only bow my head in respect to anyone with the skill to pull it off effortlessly. It feels like this whole album is rolling its eyes at you, and somehow that ends up being the coolest thing in the universe. Like, we are not worthy.

8. Arooj Aftab, “Night Reign”

Look, man, it’s like I’ve said over and over doing these lists — I have no special expertise in this subject, I’m just some guy, I’m not even qualified to talk about the stupid stuff I put on here, much less a deep core music nerd genre like jazz. You want me to go over this with a fine-toothed comb? I can’t. You want me to tell you that this is beautiful, that Arooj Aftab’s voice is beautiful, and that I somehow know exactly what every single one of these songs is about despite the fact that I don’t speak the language half of them are in? That I can do. That I can do happily.

7. Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, “Wild God”

I like Nick Cave best in two modes — his brutal early career rockers like “Thirsty Dog,” and when he’s in the “Abattoir Blues/Lyre of Orpheus” zone. I think the former have been permanently put to bed at this point, but it’s wonderful to hear him drifting back into the latter with “Wild God.” Dark Poet Nick Cave is great, obviously, and that guy is still in here — this feels like a fusion of old and new. I’m also not sure I could’ve taken many more albums of nothing but that, so it comes as some relief to know he can still reach through the stereo and grab you when he wants to. This is a grand epic, in effect if not in length, Cave stepping up to the microphone and taking everyone to church. Now’s the time to place your bets on how many episodes of prestige TV shows are going to head to credits on “Conversion” in 2025. Anyway, he should start making music videos again; he keeps screwing up my aesthetic on here.

6. Kendrick Lamar, “GNX”

I’m mad that this album exists, because I almost made it through the year without feeling like I had to weigh in on the Kendrick Lamar/Drake beef. In general, I’m happiest when I know as little as possible about the personal lives of the people who make the stuff I like, but I don’t mind a good rap beef when it isn’t about something that matters. This one made it about two diss tracks in before it got to sincere allegations of pedophilia and openly hoping one of the participants would literally die. And I get it, Drake is probably not a good dude and definitely has a lot of suspect associations, but I don’t know, man, that’s not an allegation I’m comfortable saddling anybody with when no accusers have come forward? And even if it’s true, I feel like someone being a predator would demand a more serious response than “trying to strike a chord, and it’s probably A Minooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.” Even though that line is objectively pretty funny, and a lot of this was objectively pretty funny, and I regret to inform you that despite my misgivings, the sheer overkill of Kendrick’s victory in this fight only becomes funnier the longer it continues (I was just informed that the Super Bowl halftime show is eligible for an Emmy!). Ahem. All this to say, new Kendrick Lamar albums usually have at least a top three spot on this list locked down from the second they drop. The reason “GNX” doesn’t is that I really don’t care about his beefs, and so much of this album is about his beefs. Oh, Lil Wayne didn’t call to congratulate you about the Super Bowl spot? This is definitely an extremely sympathetic problem to me. But of course, Kendrick is this super self-conscious, introspective guy, so even the BS is really interesting in his hands. The sense I get is this: Fame, and being told he’s the greatest rapper of all time a hundred times a day by dozens of very respectable people, has DEFINITELY gone to Kendrick Lamar’s head — but he is that vanishingly rare celebrity who knows it’s gone to his head and doesn’t like that about himself. As usual, “GNX” is much more as a whole-album experience than it is as a series of individual tracks — because you’ll get a savage, danceable takedown of the haters, and then he’ll balance it out with a song where God tells him he needs to sit down and shut up already. And as much as I try to resist, it’s just such a compelling dichotomy — obviously, I wrote more about this album than any of the others on this list. Add to that the fact that the guy is still working with the best producers in the business, and you’ve got another record that somehow turns all of its vices into virtues.

5. Jack White, “No Name”

THANK GOD. Jack White heard the pleas of his people and descended from the mountaintop to answer them. Finally, he’s delivered the sick, face-melting rock n’ roll record for which we have so pitifully beseeched him. And finally, it’s actually really good the whole way through instead of petering out after five tracks. I’m sorry, I’ve actually genuinely liked his last couple albums, but this is like I was stranded in the desert with nothing but a bunch of MRE packets and now I’m being served a gourmet dinner; I had forgotten what I was missing. Anyway, I don’t have much to say about this; very little needs to be said. I even like the songs everyone else hates (“Archbishop Harold Holmes” is a stone-cold banger, Jack White is never better than when he’s in southern televangelist mode, what’s wrong with you people?). Basically the seventh White Stripes album.

4. Mannequin Pussy, “I Got Heaven”

I have this problem where every time I see a really stupid band name I can’t resist checking them out immediately. No one could possibly have foreseen this, but…sometimes that results in a year-end list where it’s difficult for me to at least keep the written portion SFW, as is my wont. The title track is by far my favorite on the album, and one of my favorite songs of 2024 more generally, but that is not the music video I posted above, because even on a list that contains the video for “squabble up” I feel like I’ve got to draw the line somewhere. What can I say, guys? I am a sucker for noisy punk, Missy Dabice is immediately solidified as one of the best caterwaulers in the biz, and the production here is aces. Kids, eat your vegetables.

3. Adrianne Lenker, “Bright Future”

It was a year ending in a number, so at least one member of Big Thief released at least one new album and it managed to end up highly placed on this list even though sheer statistical odds dictate this level of output cannot remain good for this long. Anyway, it’s Adrianne Lenker at the plate once again, and once again she delivers a home run. And here, in particular, she continues establishing herself as one of this generation’s absolute most gifted songwriters. Most of her projects, with and without the band, don’t shy away from tugging on the ol’ heartstrings, but “Bright Future” is just an active assault from beginning to end. There are several songs on this album that leave me in ruins every time I listen to them (one of them is even called “Ruined!”). As a writer, one of my favorite experiences with music is a set of lyrics that just leaves me shellshocked, and Lenker starts delivering those on the very first track on this album. The musicianship is also as keen as ever; she’s another one of those artists who somehow keeps finding whole worlds of ideas in some of the simplest arrangements you’ve ever heard. I said that I no longer really believe in good and bad years for music, but “Bright Future” really puts that to the test because it’s nuts that not only isn’t this number one, I’m not even particularly uncomfortable that it isn’t.

2. Fontaines D.C., “Romance”

Some of you may recall that at the beginning of this, I said the top two entries were both bands I’ve been trying to get into for years but hadn’t been able to until now. And some of you, as a result of that, are now becoming very angry with me! Because “Romance” is the sellout record. It’s the cool post-punk band going full alt-rock. To which I say: “At what point did I ever give any of you the impression I am something other than a giant loser?” Sometimes I like the edgy, dangerous bands, and other times I am a whitebread dork who needs the noise rock outfit to write something with a hook. Sue me! Yeah, for all my love of punk, post-punk has mostly been lost on me over the years. I feel like it exists at a halfway point between punk and alternative, and that’s just not a zone I know what to do with. It’s too mellow to deliver that punk energy and too punk to be pretty or move you. So I was probably always going to love Fontaines D.C. the moment they committed to one end of the spectrum or the other. And here we are. And for the record, as much as personal taste is a factor, this remains a unique and memorable collection of music. Sometimes the band leans into new influences — there’s a little Britpop, they try for a hip hop vibe with “Starburster,” some of it feels like The Smiths, some of it feels like late career Arctic Monkeys — and sometimes they craft something that doesn’t have any meaningful precedent at all. It’s sharp, it’s tight, it’s got hooks for days, the punk attitude is preserved through the sound change, but there’s a heartbeat, too. It’s always a novel experience, and more than anything, that’s what I’m here for.

  1. Waxahatchee, “Tigers Blood”

This dropped on the same day as “Bright Future,” and I’m not going to put myself in the position of saying that’s a “Blonde on Blonde”/“Pet Sounds” situation, but lord. At the very least, alt-country fans sure were eating good that day. And they deserved it, because we are currently living through an era where country music both has never been bigger and has never been worse! Alt-country is kind of funny in general to me because of how much of it is just “country, but good.” One day, someone woke up and thought, “What if country music wasn’t terrible?” And we decided that was so unheard of we needed to invent a whole new genre to describe it. Waxahatchee is a country artist! “Tigers Blood” is a country album! It’s full of country songs! It’s just good! It’s OK to say it! Yeah, this is another album that largely, for me, is solidified through the quality of its songwriting, both lyrics and music. It takes country tropes, restores that earthy production, tackles relatable subjects, and does it all in a way that’s poetic and fresh and specific to itself — will wonders never cease? Like I said, I’ve also been trying to get Waxahatchee for a while, and here it isn’t so much a factor of a change in sound or direction as it’s just their game getting stepped up to the point that I’m finally ready to get on board. I think there are other albums this year that hit higher highs, or are maybe a touch more memorable, but what really earned it 2024’s top slot is just its rock-solid consistency — the fact that I really like every single track, and I outright love most of them. Some years it’s hard, some years it isn’t, most years it’s in the middle; this year, I have no misgivings about the choice I made. “Tigers Blood” is the real deal.

See you next time! It’ll probably be the Oscar predictions — possibly the cinema year in review, assuming the movies I’m still waiting on hit streaming in the very near future (like I said, I live in the middle of nowhere). As a signoff: Trans rights are human rights, no human being is illegal, the truth is true no matter who believes it, and the right thing is the right thing no matter who wants to do it. Stay safe out there.

2023: Top 20 Movies

2023 was a pretty good year for movies.

Yeah, for all of my complaint — and I was full of it this year — that’s the inescapable conclusion looking over this list. This wasn’t a great year, but it more than justified its existence by the time the lights went down.

It just didn’t feel that way. Mostly I think that’s because 2023 was a very back-loaded year. We had to hold out until November and December for a lot of these; a handful of them have only been in wide release — for a certain value of “wide release” — for a month or two even now. And for me, living in a rural area means even a lot of the earlier releases were impossible to see until streaming services picked them up in the fall. Basically, Barbenheimer was all I had sustaining me for the first three-fourths of the year. Hard not to feel kind of glum about the state of things when that’s your situation! I went to a dark place when they postponed Dune.

But hey, it did result in December and January being one of the best two months of movies I’ve ever lived through. And even though I didn’t see a sizable number of these in time to save 2023 from itself, there’s still a lot of really special stuff on here. Once again, they represent a fairly diverse selection, and I’m pretty happy with them on the whole.

(And I’m glad for that because 2024’s slate is looking like a real bummer right now!)

Anyway, I don’t normally do honorable mentions for these, but this year, there is a very definitive Number 21. So I’ll just take a moment to recognize it: May December. I think it’s a lot of tension with very little release, which is ultimately why it was my last cut from the list. However, it’s genuinely insightful, one of the rare movies that I think helped me understand its subject in a new way — and of course, Charles Melton was robbed.

Now for the Top 20!

20. John Wick: Chapter 4
I’m not sure whether the John Wick movies are getting better or if I’m just getting more amenable to them. I kind of think it’s the latter, because it seems impossible to me that each of them has been better than the last, which has been my experience with them. I’ve been meaning to revisit the first one to see if I like it now, but have thus far refused to do so for the very good reason that I cannot watch that puppy die again. That said, I do think Chapter 4, at least, is better than the others — at least, better than my memory of them — which is why the series is now making its first-ever appearance on my year-end list. These movies all have a certain magic about them; even when they’re bad, they’re good. There’s a moment on the cusp of what feels like the final showdown where Chapter 4 goes, “But first, another thirty-minute action sequence!” And I sighed, but then the movie was like, “OK, OK, I hear you, but what if this scene involves Keanu Reeves killing dudes with cars and then falling down a cartoonish amount of stairs for like fifteen minutes?” And I was like, “Fine, I’ll allow it.” It kicks as much hindquarter as you need these movies to; moreover, it gives John Wick probably his best enemy yet, the first one who is not obviously more evil than him, and I think it advances the series’ central theme — can a leopard change its spots? — to an appropriately complicated place. The cool thing about this list is that no one can stop me from cutting a Todd Haynes movie to make room for Keanu Reeves shooting guys in the face.

19. Fallen Leaves
I think the best thing I can say about Fallen Leaves is that it would probably be even higher if I spoke the language. Comedy can be tough to translate across language barriers, and that can keep this one at arm’s length once in a while. It’s hard to hear the nuance in context and delivery that’ll really make the joke go the extra mile. So the fact that I loved this movie as much as I did is a real testament to how good it actually is. For me, it comes down to one thing: this romantic comedy centers on one of the most unusual fictional couples I can think of, and the fact that it makes them work is genuine magic. These two are awkward, have terrible social skills, can barely look each other in the eye, have an anti-chemistry so intense that someone it winds all the way back around into being chemistry again. Only these two people would have this kind of patience for each other. They’re destined to spend the rest of their lives sitting two feet apart on a couch, and both of them will be completely happy with that arrangement. And there’s just something kinda sweet about that. Maybe eventually they’ll exchange enough words to learn each other’s names.

18. Barbie
Shrug. This is the world we live in now. Interesting, unique, well-made art can still exist on a mainstream level, you just have to smuggle it through the system in Barbie packaging. I think enough proverbial ink has been spilled over Barbie at this point; on most levels, you can assume I’m more or less in agreement with the general consensus. For my part, I think I was always going to sign off on it so long as it delivered quality jokes and a distinctive, well-realized aesthetic. That it ended up delivering much more than that — including another peak performance by Comedy Ryan Gosling, the best Ryan Gosling — is really just icing on the cake. Like I said. It’s a Barbie world.

17. Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret
I will actually lose my mind if you people put Kelly Fremon Craig in director jail again. When I first saw it, I thought word-of-mouth would rescue its box office; when that didn’t happen, I thought Oscar season would breathe some life into its cultural presence; when that didn’t happen, I began to feel as though I was going mad. I have no idea why Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret was allowed to pass in the night like this. Craig has now proven twice over that she may be THE voice for coming-of-age stories about girls. Just like The Edge of Seventeen, Are You There God is funny, sweet, observant, tells its story well, and gets tremendous performances out of its whole cast (we as a culture are failing Rachel McAdams). Somebody please rescue this from obscurity; I don’t want to have to wait another seven years for Craig’s next one.

16. Robot Dreams
The Oscars do serve at least one purpose — without them, I don’t think I’d ever have bothered to watch this. It’s such an unassuming thing, and yet it’s also unprecedented in its way — how it is simultaneously perfect for both adults and children, to the extent that I couldn’t even tell you which of those audiences it’s primarily for. It shows you a sort of cynical, adult world, and then views it through an innocent, childlike lens. And in doing so, it achieves a certain clarity about things. Oh, and what’s that? It’s about endings and beginnings and the transience of things, the subject most likely to reduce me to a simpering puddle of tears? Yeah, I liked this one.

15. Monster
Hirokazu Koreeda stands apart with Asghar Farhadi as a social observer of passionate moral conviction and the ability to tell stories that somehow feel as though they’ve never been told before despite never invoking anything stronger than the everyday problems of everyday people. Monster is one of the best Rashomon-style narratives I can recall seeing. It has an expert, instinctive sense of when the moment comes to most powerfully expand your understanding of its story. It might not be as airtight as some of its director’s best work, but it more than makes up for that with its resolve. I love a movie that strikes a perfect balance between concrete, clearly conveyed information and more ambiguous developments that allow you to speculate about the characters and themes. And I love movies about the interconnectedness of humanity, how everything we do ripples outward to the people around us and then to the people around them. Simultaneously crushing and beautiful — which is to say, exactly what you expect from a Koreeda film, and exactly what you want most.

14. The Boy and the Heron
A Hayao Miyazaki film that attends more to its metaphorical dimensions than its literal ones, thus positioning it somewhat farther from my comfort zone than a lot of his work. And yet, it’s a Miyazaki film — gorgeous, on all levels, without fail, and to the extent that it’s something a little off the beaten path, at least getting your head around it is an arresting challenge. It’s the sort of movie you could watch a dozen times without failing to find something new. I’ve heard it called a Miyazaki highlights reel, but if it is, well, of course! It’s transparently a reflection on everything he’s made, whether it did any good and whether he’s left it in secure hands. It’s a phenomenal coda on an iconic career — assuming it is, in fact, his last film, which knowing him and how many times he’s tried to quit this business already, I recognize it almost certainly isn’t.

13. Poor Things
Yorgos Lanthimos exists at a confluence of “obviously extraordinarily gifted” and “not really my thing” that makes his movies difficult to position on lists like this. That’s probably never been truer than it is with Poor Things, a movie I have no problem calling an all-time masterpiece even though it weirded me all the way out. Honestly, I’m prepared to argue it’s Lanthimos’s best work — the most fully inhabited, the prettiest, the most purposeful, the best constructed. Certainly Emma Stone’s is the best performance to have happened under his supervision, which is saying a lot. Also his funniest movie, by a pretty significant margin: I’d have been fine with Poor Things if it had been nothing but Bella slowly driving Mark Ruffalo insane. And it is certainly more than that. Fifty-fifty chance I never watch this again, zero chance I’m not still thinking about it on my deathbed.

12. How to Blow Up a Pipeline
Even as a tiny microbudget indie, the existence of How to Blow Up a Pipeline is outright shocking to me. I kept waiting for it to pull a punch, hedge its bets, dial it back toward something a little more comfortable for the political mainstream. It never did. It’s certainly the boldest thing to happen on the big screen this year. I think what makes it feel so radical is that it avoids the politics altogether. It isn’t trying to have a dialogue about the problem and how best to respond to it. It simply throws you into the mix with these characters, brings you into their world, and then trusts you to follow them through the paces of what is otherwise a normal heist movie/slow burn thriller — a very good one, but still, normal. Treating the subject like it’s no big deal somehow makes it the biggest deal of all. How to Blow Up a Pipeline was one of the year’s earliest releases, and it has loomed large in my mind ever since.

11. The Iron Claw
One of the best screenplays of the year, with one of the strongest senses of character. There’s nothing outwardly unusual about it, but I can’t recall seeing its subject — the world of professional wrestling — brought to life in quite this way before. The balance between what’s real and what’s fake in this thing that’s half sport, half theater is very tricky to navigate, and probably uniquely toxic for someone with a competitive spirit. Sean Durkin’s prior experience capturing cult dynamics in film fits the material uniquely well. Strong performances, strong filmmaking, genuinely insightful in its approach to its real-life characters, one of those all-around good movies for adults that we don’t get enough of anymore.

10. Mission: Impossible – Dead Reckoning Part One
The most I can remember liking a Mission: Impossible movie right out of the gate — and I don’t think that’s just a matter of circumstance. Dead Reckoning, of course, delivers everything we’re starting to take for granted from this franchise — the tactile, hard-hitting action, and the mind-blowing stunt work. But I also think it’s a major step forward on a story level. For starters, it’s the first time these movies have ever felt like they’re putting their central ethos — never leave a man behind — to a serious test; Dead Reckoning is intense in a way I don’t remember the majority of its predecessors being. Additionally, the new villain, despite being a literal algorithm, is genuinely threatening and even kind of scary in the brief moment where it brings its full power to bear. It’s super fun to watch, but also strangely compelling. With Dead Reckoning, I can say something I’ve never said about a Mission: Impossible movie before: I can’t wait to find out what happens next.

9. Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse
Honestly, what do I even say? This movie doesn’t need anyone else to lavish praise upon it. It’s all true, everything you’ve heard. The animation is now operating on levels that feel physically impossible. The writing is razor-sharp. There are no other superhero movies on the market working with characters this deeply felt. Somehow, all of this is happening despite the plot being a twenty-car pileup of characters and storylines. Yeah, it is, for the moment, only half a movie, but if Beyond the Spider-Verse even comes close to matching it, it’s half one of the greatest movies ever made.

8. The Zone of Interest
Impossible to talk about. Harrowing. A knife in your gut, twisted slowly. Sandra Hüller is terrifying. It could only have happened like this. It always happens like this. It’s happening like this right now. When it happens again, it will happen like this — not because we’re good at ignoring the cruelty, but because some part of us wants it. Can’t envision paradise without it. To a lot of us, Heaven is not Heaven if Hell is not below it.

7. The Starling Girl
Every year, I adopt and make a cause out of at least one movie barely anyone saw and that missed most critics’ year-end retrospectives. The Starling Girl is 2023’s. As usual, it’s my own experiences informing that — there’s so much about this movie, its circumstances, its characters, the little things they say and do and why and how, that rang instantly true for me. There’s a scene where its main character breaks down because she’s so happy she’s certain that means the thing she’s happy about is something God wants her to give up, and it made me wonder: would anyone who hasn’t experienced that even recognize what was going on in that scene? I don’t know, but believe me, it’s worth trying. Even as much as it’s personal for me, The Starling Girl is a just-plain-great movie on every relevant level. Check it out; it’s a real good cry.

6. The Holdovers
Alexander Payne’s best in a while — and ever is on the table. His talents as a filmmaker are plenty, but I think what I love most about him is that he’s one of the last directors making really good movies about normal, average people who have normal, average problems. People who don’t look like Sears fall collection models, who have weird hangups, who have lazy eyes and smell like fish and sometimes are awful for no reason. I’ve never understood the criticisms of Payne’s work as misanthropic — he’s clear-eyed about his characters and their flaws, but his movies always having them realizing that solace is in one another. I don’t think he’s ever told that story as beautifully as he does here. The Holdovers is sweet and sad and funny and anchored on a trio of the year’s best performances.

5. Anatomy of a Fall
I think it’s likely the best courtroom dramas aren’t really about the proceedings themselves, and so it goes with Anatomy of a Fall, a movie where the plot itself feels like an act of misdirection — the possible murder, the trial, that’s just a framing device used to probe the shadows of a failing marriage and a mother and son struggling to put themselves back together. It’s in the execution thereof that I think Anatomy of a Fall sets itself apart from its contemporaries in the genre — how it reverse engineers a sort of flashback structure despite, ultimately, containing only one actual flashback (which is so loaded with meaning it almost serves as an entire film unto itself). It’s tough to make a movie where the protagonist keeps secrets from the audience, and that’s how Anatomy of a Fall gets away with it. Guilt or innocence matter less than what brought us to this point. The fall is simply the final consequence. I think I’ve detected the faintest hint of a backlash to this one, so let this stand as a firm declaration that I am not a part of it. Fully deserving of all its accolades.

4. Godzilla Minus One
ha ha ha you can’t stop me — but also, why would you want to? Yeah, I think these last few years have fully ruined me on American blockbusters. My message to the public, at this point, is that if you won’t even read the sparse, simple subtitles of a foreign genre flick, you have no idea what you’re missing. Godzilla Minus One is, at the very least, the best Godzilla movie of my lifetime, and the only reason I won’t go farther back than that is that I haven’t actually seen any of those. I would also contend it’s one of the best movies of its kind more generally. A disaster movie where you actually care about the characters? What a concept! Minus One is also possibly the best Godzilla has ever been as social commentary — it’s deeply weird to say that a movie whose primary appeal is a digital monster knocking over digital buildings is ultimately sort of life-affirming, but Godzilla Minus One contains multitudes. It delivered everything I want from a kaiju movie, and also unexpectedly made me feel better about this beautiful, catastrophic thing we call humanity. I’ve wanted to love a Godzilla movie my whole life, and I can’t tell you how it feels to finally get to. If I do not get a U.S. Blu Ray of this, I will become dangerous.

3. Killers of the Flower Moon
I don’t really have favorite filmmakers. I’m not sure whether that’s unusual for a movie nerd. It’s more like a long list of directors who consistently do really good work that I’ll always check out on the big screen if at all possible. But if you asked me to step outside myself and decide who I think is the best filmmaker of all time, I’m pretty sure my answer would be Martin Scorsese. And I can’t think of stronger evidence in my favor than the run he’s been on since The Wolf of Wall Street — to Silence to The Irishman to, well, this. Those four films would be the envy of any artist, so I can’t think of any better testament to Scorsese than that I think a lot of his fans, maybe even most of them, would not consider this his golden era. This is all just par for the course at this point. I think that makes it easy to take him for granted, so consider Killers of the Flower Moon’s positioning on this list my way of ensuring that I don’t. It’s lesser Scorsese, which makes it just about any other director’s crowning achievement. Absolutely stunning.

2. Oppenheimer
At this point, I think what I like most about Christopher Nolan is that I get the impression with him, more than any other filmmaker, that he’s doggedly determined to grow with each new project he takes on. The sense I get from him is that if he’s not taking a step forward, if he’s not innovating something, he thinks the whole thing is a waste of time. Each new movie has to be his pinnacle as a director. Anyway, I hope failing that test isn’t too frustrating for him, because it is very difficult to imagine him spending the rest of his career outdoing Oppenheimer. It’s so masterful on a craft level that it’s sometimes astonishing to remember it’s from the same guy we chewed out for putting the camera too close to the action during a couple of Batman movies over a decade ago. It really feels like his whole career has been building to this grim opera of a biopic — breathless and insistent, convinced sound and fury can signify something, and damn you for thinking otherwise. After a particularly successful second viewing, I’m actually starting to wonder if maybe it’s my actual favorite movie this year and I’m just holding out because I don’t want to admit the Oscars got it right twice consecutively. Stay tuned on that, I guess.

  1. Past Lives
    I saw this in September, and it has held onto the top slot ever since. I’ve already alluded to it in an earlier entry on this list, but there’s little that impresses me more than the ability to tell a real story about real people and still have it feel as though it has never been told before. That’s especially true of a movie like Past Lives, which on paper fits pretty snugly into a whole subgenre of semi-love stories about regret and what might have been. Another thing I’ve already alluded to: movies about that have my number in a big way, and Past Lives basically broke me in half — you know, in a good way. Its cultural specifics are so beautifully woven into the structure of it. The central theme feels potentially iconic, the way it instantly and permanently resonates throughout the whole story. I’m consistently struck by how flawlessly directed it is — the gentle sort of flow of it, the way Celine Song meters things out and lets them bleed together. I was stunned to learn that her work in the industry before this was as sparse as it is — for any artist to arrive this fully formed feels like a miracle. The subtleties of it, its hypnotic rhythm, the absolutely gutting performances, its composure and grace, the way every viewing peels back a new layer — Past Lives is exquisite, and I think more than worthy to wear 2023’s crown.

2023: Top 10 Albums

Year-end lists! It is time to do them again! Yay!

This is normally the part where I’d do some kind of retrospective on the year in music — whether it was a good one, a bad one, something in between. But I find the more I explore music, the more I think that there is no such thing. Years are just years. If you’re only listening to a core group of favorite artists, there can be good years and bad years, depending on who releases new albums and how much you enjoy them. But more and more, I’m finding that if it feels like a bad year, you just need to dig deeper until it turns into a good one. This is, after all, one of the most democratized art forms. You have to be able to leverage some resources to make a movie, but we’re at a point where anyone with the talent and a laptop can record a song every bit as good as what the pros are doing.

I say that because 2023 was that kind of year for me. A lot of the old favorites let me down. The National released two albums this year, neither of them are on this list, and I can’t tell you how strange that feels to me. For a while, I would’ve said this was a bad year. But eventually, I got bored enough to do a deeper dive, and as always, I came out with more than enough new stuff to make up the difference. It’s not the first time something like that has happened to me, and I can’t help but conclude that if something as ubiquitous as music is feeling dead to you, it’s only because you aren’t looking hard enough. There’s always something out there, if you’re willing to commit yourself to the search.

Here’s some of what I liked in 2023.

10. Squid, “O Monolith”
I’m surprised how much I enjoyed this one for a couple reasons: firstly, because it seems most everyone else prefers the first album, and I’m not so sure I feel the same way; and secondly, because on paper I probably should be less fond of it. The main draw of Squid, for me, was pretty simple: listening to vocalist Ollie Judge scream like a cartoon character. And that’s almost entirely gone here; “O Monolith” favors more of a spoken-word type of thing, very rarely with a singsong quality to it. And yet, I like it quite a bit. Actually, this album is sort of functioning as a key for me — the piece that helps me better understand what the artist has been going for all along. Much as I liked “Bright Green Field,” there were bits and pieces I struggled to understand. “O Monolith” finds the band a little closer to my comfort zone, which makes it easier for me to draw a line from what they’re doing here to what they were doing there, and suddenly it all makes sense. I like “Bright Green Field” even more because of “O Monolith.” What’s more, despite only being about ten minutes shorter, something about “O Monolith” feels better measured to me, more compact. There’s nothing here that really outstays its welcome, which I can’t quite say about their debut. So where others might see “O Monolith” as a step backward, I think it’s at worst a lateral move, and one that throws enough new stuff in the mix to suggest that Squid still has a lot more to show us. And I’m more excited than ever to found out what that might be.

9. Robert Finley, “Black Bayou”
This man was just plain put on this Earth to sing the blues. Some people reinvent the wheel, others just make the best damn wheel you’ve ever seen in your life, “Black Bayou” is firmly in the latter category, and I am one hundred percent fine with that. Finley’s great, a singer with a lifetime’s worth of stories in his voice; I love his whole vibe, particularly his corkscrew sense of humor, which nicely balances out the inherent melodrama of blues. I feel like he’s as much a rock star as a soul man, too; sometimes I think this album is at its best when he’s cutting loose and having fun a little. His voice defies logic to me — having this kind of grit in your tone usually comes with some firm limitations, so it catches me off-guard every time he leaps up into that keen falsetto. He doesn’t seem like a guy who ought to have a “Miss Kitty” (my favorite track) in his repertoire, but somehow he soars through it. “Black Bayou” rates a lot higher on this list without the lyrical deficiencies that emerge here and there.

8. PJ Harvey, “I Inside the Old Year Dying”
This will be one of the shorter entries on here. It’s tough to describe what does and doesn’t work about an album that feels so alien — the alienness of it is the point, it’s the appeal, it’s the long and short of it. “I Inside the Old Year Dying” defies description — at once modern and absolutely ancient, lyrical and obtuse. It has very little precedent, and that’s both the reason I love it and why I can’t really rank it any higher than this. It’s not the sort of music I can listen to at any time, but in the moments when it hits the spot, it surely does. PJ Harvey is chasing a weird muse these days, but so far, I see no reason to tell her to stop.

7. Ratboys, “The Window”
Super basic, but I love this kind of thing. I generally find that I like shoegaze, but I love artists who were influenced by it. Something about that juxtaposition of those sweet, delicate voices with that music that’s way too loud for them always gets me. “The Window” isn’t much more than a well-executed version of that, but that ain’t nothing — there isn’t a single track here I dislike, and most of them I feel like I could hear a hundred times without getting bored. The Ratboys were on my radar before this, but “The Window” is the moment I feel like they arrived, became the fully matured verison of themselves. Ever since I found out what it was about, I have been unable to listen to the title track without getting all misty-eyed. Wins the Band I Would’ve Been Way Into in High School Award for 2023.

6. Young Fathers, “Heavy Heavy”
This album was a grower. It was 2023’s opening salvo, and even then, it felt a little minor to me. I liked it, didn’t love it. But it really hung in there. And toward the end of the year, as I was listening to my preliminary top ten over and over again, trying to finalize it, I found myself pushing “Heavy Heavy” up a slot each time I cycled through. It took a while to click, but it eventually did, and I’m back to being as enthusiastic about this band as I was when “Cocoa Sugar” first brought them to my attention. I feel like I have a vested interest in them: I’m a huge trip hop fan, and Young Fathers strike me as the most promising heirs to the tradition right now. They still haven’t gotten around to their “Mezzanine”-level masterpiece — right now, I think they’re a group that records really good individual songs but struggles to make them feel like a cohesive journey as an album — but I do think they have one in them. At the very least, “Heavy Heavy” continues paving that road for them.

5. Ashnikko, “WEEDKILLER”
It took a minute, but I think the emerging consensus is that putting this one on here, much less all the way at number five, is, as the kids say, “cringe.” To that I say, when have I ever pretended not to be a giant loser? I have carefully cultivated this brand! And look, even an old stick-in-the-mud like me is capable of enjoying some Gen Z noise now and then, and “WEEDKILLER” presents some very finely crafted Gen Z noise. I actually didn’t like Ashnikko at all the first couple times I heard these songs…but there was just something about ‘em, something that had me coming back day after day to re-experience them and find some kind of context to put them in. I was fully self-aware throughout that process that every time music has that effect on me — EVERY time — I ultimately end up liking it, and unsurprisingly, that’s what happened here. “WEEDKILLER” is actually a useful case study for me — I now know exactly how good the music has to be for me to tolerate lyrics that rhyme the word “gusher” with, well, that. And I do love the music here: pop/rap raging its way almost into metal territory, great beats, great production. It helps fill the Grimes-shaped hole in my heart . Ashnikko said they were going for “if Hans Zimmer made a rap album,” and I think that was more than achieved. You can’t not bob your head to this stuff, even at its absolute stupidest. “Dying Star” is one of my favorite songs of the year.

4. Mitski, “The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We”
I’ve been aware of Mitski for a few years now, generally liked what songs I’d heard, and had been meaning to eventually dig into her work. I frantically rushed to do exactly that this year after she somehow landed herself on the charts so I could sneak in under the wire and be able to claim “liked her before she was cool” honors. Anyway, I am not surprised to find that the artist who made a couple songs I really enjoy also makes albums I really enjoy. “The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We” is the kind of album where the big hit isn’t even the best song on it, and that almost always means you’re in for something consistently great. (Actually, I would be interested in finding out exactly how “My Love Mine All Mine” became a hit in the first place — it’s so slow, low-key, and moody, not at all the kind of thing you expect to break a staple indie artist onto the charts.) If anything, I find I want more from this album — Mitski’s the sort of musician who brings you into things slowly, wields a heavy atmosphere that sinks into rather than grabs you, so the short run-time here mutes the impact a tiny bit for me. I wanted to love all of these tracks for one minute longer than they allowed me to. All that said, “I’m Your Man” is Song of the Year for me, and that isn’t something I need to think particularly hard about. Let’s get that one on Billboard next.

3. Wilco, “Cousin”
I’ve been a tiny bit worried about Wilco/Jeff Tweedy the last two years or so. They didn’t release anything I actively disliked, but “Ode to Joy” and especially “Cruel Country” were largely impactless for me. I’m more positive about “Love Is the King,” but even that rates as somewhat minor Jeff Tweedy for me. It’s felt like they were going in a somewhat more accessible direction — and have been since “Star Wars” and “Schmilco,” both of which I like a lot. And I was concerned that the well was starting to run dry. “Cousin” is a big relief. It finds the band sliding back into slightly more experimental fare, and it represents a return to form for the Wilco I know and love, a band able to wring surprisingly catchy tunes out of minimalist, off-kilter rock ’n roll that seems to live to defy good musical sense. I liked this one a lot.

2. boygenius, “the record”
I feel like kind of a mark here. This is a supergroup where all three members, Phoebe Bridgers especially, have already gotten me in their corner, so of course I’m going to buy the album and of course I’m going to love it and of course I’m going to listen to it a ton and of course it’s going to hover near the top slot on my list for most of the year. This year, I heard someone say the reason The National is working with Taylor Swift these days is that it turns out sad teenage girls and sad middle-aged men like the same music, and I felt super seen by that! This album fires its arrow right down the middle of those two demographics, so the fact that I’m into it is not the least bit interesting. It’d be far stranger if I wasn’t. But yes, let the record (hey, a pun!) show that these are all very well crafted songs backed up by strong writing and a trio of voices that go very well together. As similar as these three are on their own, you would expect their joint project to go even further down the usual path, but that’s not at all what happens — this actually feels poppier than their individual work. Looser, more accessible. Not in a bad way, or at least mostly not in a bad way. What really strikes me here is how much I’d like it if boygenius backed off the heartfelt acoustic stuff and did a full-on rock ’n roll album — “$20” and “Satanist” are my favorite tracks here by far. It’s all good, though, and it really did hang onto that top slot for a long time — until literally just a few weeks ago.

That was when something else happened.

  1. Lankum, “False Lankum”
    I almost hesitate to do this. Lankum is a very recent discovery. This time last month, that name would have meant nothing to me. I was checking out a bunch of critics’ top ten lists — which is how I usually discover new stuff at the end of a year that felt otherwise underwhelming (also making an impression: “Rat Saw God” by Wednesday, which at least marks them as a band I’m interested in hearing more from) — when I encountered this one and looked it up. Given that “False Lankum” is also quite a lengthy album, that means I have had occasion to listen to it in its entirety only three or four times as of this writing. Time and repeat listens often change music for me. It’s hard for me to award something the top position when I have so little familiarity with it. And yet, every time I thought about sliding “False Lankum” below anything else on this list, my brain immediately rejected the possibility as categorically absurd. This is one of the best-produced albums I have ever heard. Some bands make albums that sound like you’re at one of their shows. “False Lankum” feels more like I’m sitting on the stage, right in the middle of the band. The mileage these songs can get out of a single pluck of a string is astonishing. An album comprising mostly traditional Irish folk songs — which I already have a huge weakness for — is going to carry a sense of history, but something about the airy echo enveloping “False Lankum” makes it feel as old as time itself. I have never heard musicianship this precise, where every little sound you hear feels vital to experience — takes old songs and presents them in a way you’ve never heard before. Of course “False Lankum” is number one — where in the world else would I put it? I loved it from the minute I first heard it. It feels major — not just the best of the year, but a candidate for the all-time list. There is some real magic at work here. It was released in March, so a lot of people started their year with this. Personally, I’m glad I found it when I did — because what a way to close out the year. And what a way to close out this year’s roundup.

Next time: Top 20 movies! Date: Some point after folks out in the boondocks are given the opportunity to legally watch stuff like The Zone of Interest! I dunno.

2022: Top 20 Movies

2022 was a flippin’ fantastic year for movies.

I don’t have much sense of what the consensus is on these things anymore. I feel like I used to. Maybe I’m no longer plugged into the right circles. Either way, I haven’t heard many people talking about what a phenomenal year 2022 was, so I feel the need to set the record straight on this, as loudly as I can manage it: 2022 was a staggeringly great year for movies! Maybe even the best since I started doing this over a decade ago!

And what a breath of fresh air it was. 2021 was so bad I actually started to wonder if I just didn’t like movies anymore. 2022 was a godsend, reminding me: Yes, I do! Quite a bit! Movies have just been pretty bad for a couple years!

I have never been this excited about my year-end list. Even in years I otherwise think are really good, I usually have a few noteworthy reservations about the last quarter of the entries. This year, I have no problem recommending all of these to just about anybody. For the right price, I’d add just about any of them to my collection. This year, there are no “I admire it more than I enjoy it” entries. There are no trollish “I love this way more than I should” entries. I’d go to bat for all twenty of these. The stuff the old veterans made was par for the course; the stuff the new faces on the scene made burst with potential.

Another thing that strikes me: This was a uniquely strong year for genre movies. I pretend to be fancier than I am, and the state of Hollywood blockbusters has covered for me for a while now. It’s easy to have your year-end lists favor arthouse fare and awards contenders when everything else is focus-grouped to death before you even see the first trailer. It’s not that I don’t love those movies, too — but it was action, fantasy, science-fiction that brought me into this, and when I head out to my local theater, that’s usually what I’m hoping for. I pretend to be a hifalutin arthouse guy — I can be, in the right mood — but more than anything, I want to have fun at the movies. I did that way more often than usual this year. I’m excited to finally have a year-end list loaded with movies that are just plain fun — that made me laugh, that put me on the edge of my seat, that stirred my imagination.

I wouldn’t go so far as to call this year a sea change — that’s a tough thing to predict in advance — but there’s definitely something in the air that feels a bit different to me. I’m not sure everyone is moving away from the franchises that have dominated the last decade, but it feels like a sizable new audience has emerged looking for something new. This is an unusually creative slate of movies, with more than one entry I can’t easily compare to anything else. And if 2022 really does mark a new era, I can hardly imagine a stronger start.

(Note: This year, I started watching some documentaries as well. I’ve decided to exclude them from this list because rating/ranking real life has always felt crass to me. You can expect this rule to remain in place for future lists unless I say otherwise.)

20. Emergency
When I first saw this, I said to myself, “Oh yeah, that’s top ten for sure.” And here I am, a year later, narrowly choosing it over Till to round out the list. At no point in the interim did my opinion of it change. It walks a tonal tightrope near flawlessly, very funny most of the time but absolutely gutting when it wants to be. The political angle is incorporated very gracefully. Not one member of the young cast misses a beat. Everyone involved in the production of Emergency is worth keeping an eye on. It isn’t self-conscious, it isn’t — quote, unquote — weird, and yet I don’t think I’ve seen anything quite like it before.

19. All Quiet on the Western Front
I still have mixed feelings about it as an adaptation — it cuts the things that make All Quiet on the Western Front what it is, leaving just another war movie in its place. It makes the list nevertheless because it is a staggering technical achievement — in that regard, a worthy successor to the 1930 version. It contains several of the strongest movie battle scenes this side of Saving Private Ryan. There might not be as much going on under the surface, but few movies have managed a visual depiction of the degradation, corruption, and devaluation of the human soul on this level. Edward Berger is one hell of a director.

18. Three Thousand Years of Longing
This is going to get the mother of all critical reappraisals in a few years’ time, so I think it only prudent to stake out my ground on Three Thousand Years of Longing right now. I am incapable of understanding how it received mixed reviews. I have utterly failed to put myself in the shoes of someone who doesn’t like it at least a little. I am very cognizant of its flaws, chiefly that it falls apart in its last half hour after it abandons its — surprisingly engaging? — M.O. of “woman accidentally unleashes a genie and they just spend two hours telling each other stories about their lives.” But there’s a lot of movie before that happens, and that movie is friggin’ magical. A fairytale for adults that actually feels exactly like that.

17. The Northman
I spent a good chunk of the year thinking The Northman was a lock for my top five. If I had to say exactly what it is about Robert Eggers that appeals to me — other than that he is a damn good filmmaker — it’s that he always goes for it, one hundred percent, nothing left on the table. His movies just…insist upon themselves. They’re the cinematic manifestation of “beatings will continue until morale improves.” Eggers grabs you by the throat and drags you into his world; he has no interest in reaching into yours. I think The Northman is probably his weakest effort, mainly because it has the least going on under the surface. But even if all it wants to be is a blood-soaked tale of vengeance, at least it does you the courtesy of nailing every single beat.

16. The Fallout
HBO released this right at the beginning of the year, and it seems to have been just about forgotten. That’s a shame, because The Fallout is a great movie that I hope heralds big things for all involved. It’s a high school drama that beats with sincerity and, especially, authenticity — these characters, for once, feel like actual teenagers, not an out-of-touch adult’s attempt at replicating what they think the kids are into these days. The two leads are phenomenal. But more than anything, it’s a sensitive, thoughtful portrayal of one of the deepest darknesses confronting American society — not pat, not manipulative, not heavy-handed, and lacking simplistic answers to the trauma of an entire generation. I truly hope The Fallout finds its way back into the conversation someday.

15. Barbarian
You’re probably already sick of me saying this, but I can’t believe Barbarian isn’t top ten. One of the most purely enjoyable movie experiences of the year for me. It’s best seen knowing as little about it as possible, so I won’t say much — just that, as a horror movie, it strikes a perfect balance between “actually scary” and “delightfully deranged.” I watched most of it through my fingers, and yet it also contains my pick for the funniest joke of any movie this year. The gulf between where it begins and where it ends is…impressive. Two thumbs up, more of this, please.

14. Top Gun: Maverick
I flat hate the original Top Gun. I can’t tell you how shocking this is to me. It still feels like a personal, moral defeat that I’m putting Top Gun: Maverick on here. I’d have laughed in your face if you told me that a year ago. But here we are. This is by far THE most dramatic margin by which a sequel has ever been better than the original. Everything I think Top Gun does wrong, Top Gun: Maverick not only does right but does like it’s totally second-nature. It makes all this look easy. Deft, propulsive, fun as hell — Top Gun: Maverick is the first genuinely great franchise blockbuster since…yeesh, Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse, maybe? A billion-dollar miracle.

13. Decision to Leave
Lesser Park Chan-wook, but lesser Park Chan-wook is most filmmakers’ career-long aspiration. Decision to Leave both is and isn’t a departure for him. There’s no shortage of storytellers who are interested in human beings at their worst; what makes Park Chan-wook stand out is his fascination with human beings at their most twisted — when they are most governed by their primal urges. You could watch most of it with your parents, but it’s still quietly demented somewhere deep within — in the psychology of the characters, the moral lines they cross, the animal wants that drives them. Somehow, there’s also an argument to be made that it’s the prettiest film of Park Chan-wook’s career. Not an easy film to unpack in one paragraph, but rest assured — it’s par for the course, and then some.

12. Turning Red
I remain, as ever, a committed Pixar fan — but even I have to admit that their body of work the last few years has not, for the most part, withstood scrutiny the way it once did. I’m not talking about the “one for Disney” they have to make every once in a while, i.e. Lightyear, although that’s certainly not helping. Their original work, too, has lacked a certain spark recently. Repeat viewings don’t do their movies the favors they used to. Not so with Turning Red. This is the first Pixar movie since Inside Out that I liked more on the second viewing. It’s exactly what the studio needed — new talent at the helm, making something that isn’t a complete departure from the house style but still stands out in tone and style and thematic preoccupation. Turning Red is a lot of fun, beautifully animated as always, and it confronts parent/child relationships in a way that I think is actually very bold for a kids movie. I’m so glad it seems to have found an audience.

11. Guillermo Del Toro’s Pinocchio
Not even in the top ten. Madness. Yeah, I don’t part much from the consensus on this one. Guillermo Del Toro and stop-motion animation are a match made in heaven; frankly, I’m surprised it took this long to finally happen. And his take on Pinocchio is so beautiful, so well thought out, and so expertly realized that I desperately hope it is also definitive and will forestall any further film adaptations of this story. Del Toro threads a lot of his usual trademarks through the old, familiar tale (I’ll always love the way even his “good” supernatural characters are otherworldly, incomprehensible eldritch creatures), but his main contribution is the way he psychologizes all the story beats — takes the scenes you know and ties them together, gives them new meaning. Mostly I’m OK with Del Toro doing whatever he wants at this point, but I sure hope he tries animation again someday.

10. Nope
It’s looking like Jordan Peele is here to stay, and I couldn’t be happier about that. Nope, even more than his last two films, really solidifies him as a superb technical craftsman — someone who knows where to point the camera, how to light the shot, how to move everything within the frame. It also solidifies him as a guy with a gonzo imagination we still haven’t seen the limits of. Nope is sort of unclassifiable. It is horror, but there’s more to it than that. A lot of critics have identified a Spielberg vibe in there; it’s fun, a sweeping adventure, and it wonders at the mysteries of the universe. But there’s also a tongue-in-cheek meanness to it, a condescending sneer as it picks apart the dark side of the industry. The concept here is bizarre, and yet Peele uses it to achieve what actually might be one of the single most disturbing scenes I have ever seen in a motion picture. I don’t think a single day has passed since I first saw it in July that I have not thought about Jupe’s Claim at least once. At this rate, Movie No. 4 is going to be completely bonkers, and I already can’t wait to find out how.

9. Avatar: The Way of Water
OK, I do get to engage in a little trolling here, so if you’ll indulge me for a moment — ahem — neener neener neener it’s my list you can’t stop meeeeeee. For real, though: James Cameron is The Man, bet against him at your own peril. I don’t know how, in the current cinematic culture, we managed to get not one but two actually-good billion-dollar blockbusters in a single year, but like I said: 2022 was pretty special. It’s funny: No one would ever call Avatar a throwback, the entire selling point is that it’s the future of visual effects, but of all the Stranger Things wannabes out there, it’s Avatar: The Way of Water that most feels like an actual 80s movie to me. Its go-for-broke attitude, its cheesy sincerity, its natural meat-and-potatoes functionality — it’s basically Terminator but pretty. It is an improvement over its predecessor in every possible way, including, by what I can only describe as literal magic, the visuals. Call it precipitously reduced standards, but I’m not going to turn down an expensive movie that actually looks like it was expensive. I’m all aboard the Avatar train; give me a hundred more of these. Payakan forever.

8. Close
With respect to All Quiet on the Western Front, if only one foreign language film can compete for big Oscars in a given year, Close ought to have been 2023’s. It’s masterful on a level I can barely get my head around. I think it’s a movie this moment needs — we don’t have much art that explores the way homophobia causes people to pathologize friendship, especially male friendship, and Close does that with a keen eye. I have no complaints with the way it approaches that central issue. And even when it does change tracks, it has such a strong sense of character that you don’t miss a beat. The performances are tremendous; Lukas Dhont puts a lot of faith in his cast, without whom the movie just plain doesn’t work. Close can tell an entire story in an actor’s sideways glance, a pause in a line of dialogue, a subtle movement. Every inch of it is deliberate, and perfectly calibrated. Broke me, then put me back together.

7. Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery
I’m happy to watch as many of these as Rian Johnson feels like making. He’s so good at this he somehow gives me impostor syndrome even though I’ve never even published anything. Mysteries are hard, but he makes it look like he writes them in his sleep. I don’t think Glass Onion is as cohesive politically as its predecessor, but it makes up for that by being funnier and more energetic. It leans a lot harder into its genre, and I think that’s the right move to set itself apart. Where Knives Out was challenging, Glass Onion is cathartic. Simpler, but that doesn’t have to be a bad thing. What it means to be is a blast, and it more than accomplishes that much.

6. The Fabelmans
Steven Spielberg is a wizard. He just plain should not be able to get away with what he does. He’s the only person who has ever been good at making movies like this. I feel about The Fabelmans much the same way I do about Pinocchio — so great it also ought to be definitive, a wrap on an entire genre that has in large part been insufferable. It’s the specificity of Spielberg’s approach that makes The Fabelmans sing — where other movies like it simply slap treacly music over shots of film running through a projector and declare that movies are magic, Spielberg says, “Movies are magic to me, and here’s why.” In telling his own story, The Fabelmans increases my impression of Spielberg as a very instinctual filmmaker — a guy who doesn’t always know why he does what he does, just that he likes it and thinks other people will too — and that quality may be his greatest strength here. On paper, this is one of the cheesiest movies of the year. Maybe not just on paper. But Spielberg always knows exactly how far he can take it, at exactly what point you’ll start resisting. He has navigated that balance his entire career, but may never have done it this effectively. The Fabelmans rates among the very best of his more dramatic fare.

5. Tár
I watch movies for a lot of reasons. I want to have fun, I want to think about something, I want to experience life through another person’s eyes, I want to be affirmed, I want to have hope, and sometimes…sometimes I just want to commiserate. Sometimes I want to see a movie that’s so full of hate it winds back around into being kind of delightful. Enter Tár, the rare film that could accurately be described as searing. Cate Blanchett anchors an incisive character study, and Todd Field’s script incorporates cultural debates I’m sick to death of hearing about in a refreshingly nuanced way. It all culminates in what is easily the best ending of any film this year, one that repurposes the opening credits, of all things, as a retroactively hilarious Chekov’s gun. Unique, intelligent, much funnier than you’d think — Tár is really something special.

4. Aftersun
So Aftersun is probably the best movie of the year. I don’t really believe in that sort of thing — the idea of a film being objectively good or bad, objectively better or worse than another film. I think it’s only kind of possible to separate “what I like” from “what is good/bad/better/worse” — every now and then, I’m cognizant of a movie being very well done while recognizing that I’m not quite the target audience. But I feel I have to make a note of it with Aftersun, because the same thing that makes it a miraculous achievement also makes it impossible to analyze relative to other films: I don’t think I have ever seen another movie remotely like it. Every other movie on this is list is playing by somebody else’s rules. Most art — the vast majority — is. Creating something truly new is close to impossible. I think debut filmmaker Charlotte Wells may have pulled it off with Aftersun. There’s no weird trick here — no twist, no revelation, no nakedly unusual thing. It’s all in the way it comes together. There’s a moment — and I think it will arrive at a different time for everyone watching it — when it suddenly clicks. You have that euphoric “eureka” moment where you suddenly understand why it communicates in the way that it does, why it shows you what it chooses to show you, what the larger context is. And that moment hits like a freight train. My personal journey with Aftersun was unlike any I’ve taken with another film. I went from not getting it, wondering what the fuss was about, to kind of appreciating its rhythm, beginning to file it under the aforementioned category of “I admire it more than I enjoy it,” to suddenly being shattered by it, sitting open-mouthed and shellshocked as the credits rolled, then scrambling to the internet to found out what the hell other people were saying about it and reading all of it, in exhaustive detail, well into the night. Aftersun is, simply, an astonishing achievement. I’m not sure I know what to do with it, and that might well be its most outstanding quality.

3. The Banshees of Inisherin
I feel an obligation, the deeper I go into this list, to say more about the film in question — if it’s one of my favorites of the year, I should have a lot of thoughts about it, right? But every now and then my love for a movie prevents me from putting anything interesting into words — the cast is great, the writing is great, the direction is great, what do you want from me? There’s just some sort of alchemy at play that I almost don’t want to understand — I’d rather appreciate the weird spell it casts. The Banshees of Inisherin is that movie this year. It’s just a good movie, in all the ways you want a movie to be good, and somewhere in there is a little spark of a nebulous “special something” that gives it the air of the iconic. If I had to isolate something specific that pushes it to the front of the pack, it’s that it’s essentially Perfect Line Read: The Motion Picture. The year’s best match of actors to material — witty, and bleakly hilarious.

2. RRR
I’m thinking about quitting my job to become a full-time missionary for RRR — traveling from city to city, knocking on doors, asking: “Have you heard the good news?” I have been downright annoying about this movie. I’ve personally recommended it to everyone I know, and I still periodically check in with the ones who haven’t watched it yet to make sure they’re aware that they’re on notice. I said at the outset that this was a great year for having fun at the movies, and here’s the pinnacle. RRR is the most over-the-top, the most ludicrous, the most hilarious, the coolest, the biggest, [insert multiple synonyms for “amazing” here] action movie I have seen in years. Maybe ever! It’s three hours long, and I would conservatively estimate that I spent the last two of those hours in a constant state of screeching like a howler monkey. This movie turned me into a friggin’ soccer hooligan. It is every genre of movie at once, and they are all great. It could’ve settled for just being a meme movie; it certainly has the goods to get away with only being that. And yet it’s also very well made — well shot, well directed, nice looking, as fun to watch as it is to experience. I keep glancing at movies like Tár and Aftersun that probe the human condition with impossible-to-replicate thoughtfulness and thinking: “Really? This movie over those ones?” And then I think to myself: not one single character in The Banshees of Inisherin uses a leopard as a projectile weapon. And I wonder if maybe I’m lying to myself by not putting RRR in the top slot.

  1. Everything Everywhere All at Once
    Speaking of movies that are every genre at the same time and somehow good at all of them… Look, I get it. I hate being cliched, and even when the Oscars get it right, it’s hard not to feel obligated to pick something different than they did so you can remain one of the cool kids. But this year, being what it was…is this my favorite movie of 2023? The top four or five movies on this list are essentially a tie; they are each spectacularly different pieces of work that I enjoy for very different reasons. I’ve spent months wringing my hands over their positioning. Everything Everywhere All at Once is my favorite…I think? But that margin is so thin in so many directions that it’s hard not to feel like some kind of default, an escape from having to make a real choice. Plus, Everything Everywhere All at Once is so ambitious that it’s almost inevitable that it also feels a bit messy — not quite as assured as the other movies in the top five. But that ambition is sky high, and that the movie reaches its goal so much more often than not is an achievement in its own right. And if it’s a chaotic, messy movie, that’s because it’s about our chaotic, messy lives, in all their beautiful, gross, judgmental, loving, stupid, masterful glory. Everything Everywhere All at Once makes you laugh, it makes you cry, it entertains you, it makes you think; its imagination is boundless and fascinating. It’s all things to all people — that’s the point. That’s the promise. It’s literally in the title. And that brings me back around: yes, this is a worthy choice. I’m content with it. 2023 was a great year for a wide variety of movies. What better to represent it than a movie that has a little bit of all of them in its DNA?

2022: Top 10 Albums

I think I’m only an aspiring music nerd at the best of times. I don’t know nearly as much as I’d like to. Music is a hard thing to get into if you weren’t born into it. There’s just so much of it, and the niche-ification of popular music has made it impossible to find out what’s worth listening to. You just have to dive in and hope you come up with some treasures.

I’ve also realized it makes it difficult to decide whether a given year was good or bad for music. I think 2022 was good. Very good, actually. There was a point sometime in the spring where I was begging for the new releases to stop so I could just have a minute to sit with the newest album and appreciate it for a bit. But I do wonder: Is the music getting better, or have I just expanded my awareness enough that fewer great albums are slipping by me? I have no idea.

But I do think 2022 was a really good year for music. (I actually think it was a really good year for most of the arts — keep an eye out for that movie list, which I’m already excited about even though it’s nowhere near finished.) I thought 2021 was a worse year than a handful of the ones that preceded it, and2022 is a significant improvement. And there was a moment this year when we got new albums from Kendrick Lamar, Radiohead (basically Radiohead), and Florence + the Machine on the same day; I know that’s not something that happens often.

Who really knows? The important thing is that I’m very excited to share this list with you. Let’s get started!

10. Viagra Boys, “Cave World”

It is a constant with me that the stupider your band’s name is, the faster I’ll run to listen to your music. Anyway, these guys just missed the list last year, when I discovered them. There’s some very good stuff on “Welfare Jazz,” but long stretches of it are just too thin. I kind of thought that would be the end of it; they didn’t seem like a band with another bag of tricks, and punk always seems like the genre most likely to flame out quickly. I am very glad to be wrong! While there are still a few screws that could be tightened, “Cave World” is an across-the-board improvement over its predecessor. The Viagra Boys evolved their sound in probably the only way a band called the Viagra Boys could: made it louder and stupider. It’s more political, but in a way well-suited to obnoxious punk music, i.e., not so much searing commentary as taking the piss out of the right-wing doofus community. An album-length “I know what you are but what am I.” It is glorious.

9. Little Simz, “NO THANK YOU”

I hereby declare that there shall be no more surprise albums in mid-December. I was ahead of the curve! I had this list all sorted out by the first of the month. Then this happens in the eleventh hour and suddenly I have to cram as many listens as possible into the remaining weeks of the year to figure out where to slot it. In short, this is the album I could most easily see moving up or down this list given time. I’ve only listened to it five or six times. I don’t have a great sense of it yet. My opinion right now stands at: Little Simz remains the most exciting new talent in the rap game. We need more rappers with big sounds — bands and instruments and such — and her technical abilities are unimpeachable. That said, fresh off a gigantic, feature-length epic like “Sometimes I Am Introvert,” I feel like maybe it’s best to let the next album germinate for a bit instead of cranking it out just a year later. “NO THANK YOU” can’t help but feel like that album’s B-sides. And I don’t mind, really; that’s a great album. But it isn’t as fresh or exciting to revisit that well so quickly.

8. Jack White, “Entering Heaven Alive”

I was as stoked as anybody when Jack White announced that he’d be dropping two new albums this year. But between the two, I definitely had less hype for “Entering Heaven Alive,” advertised essentially as “the acoustic one.” I’ve never liked sensitive Jack White as much as rock ’n roll Jack White. As such, “Entering Heaven Alive” rated as a very pleasant surprise for me. I did not expect to like it as much as I did. It’s also a rarity for White in that it feels more like an album listen than an individual-tracks listen. He’s always struck me as oriented more in the other direction — stellar songs on albums that sometimes devolve into take-it-or-leave-it filler. I always love a good, stripped-down record that surprises you with the amount of texture that remains to be discovered in such simple instrumentation. There’s quite a tapestry of sounds spread across this one’s forty minutes.

7. The Smile, “A Light for Attracting Attention”

Look, this is a Radiohead album. It seems like the only reason it isn’t listed as such is loyalty to the band’s core membership. “A Light for Attracting Attention” is a 53-minute tour of everything Thom Yorke and Jonny Greenwood have been doing for the last five or six years. They’re continuing to drive more toward painting sonic landscapes than crafting tight, radio-ready songs. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t losing some of its freshness at this point, but god, nobody else is doing this kind of music this well. No one’s blending this many genres into this seamless a whole. “A Light for Attracting Attention” isn’t my favorite album of the year outright, but it does claim 2022’s Best Music To Write To honors.

6. Jack White, “Fear of the Dawn”

Hey, I’m a simple creature. As pleasant a surprise as “Entering Heaven Alive” was, of course I’m going to give precedence to the one where Jack White melts my face. It’s been a while since a rock ’n roll album left me feeling like I’d just lost a staring contest with the sun. Those first two tracks alone might qualify for its list even if I hated everything else on here, which I don’t (though nothing else quite achieves those heights). You’ve got bluesy Jack White, you’ve got shaking-the-walls Jack White, you’ve got dark and moody Jack White, and you’ve even got weird and possibly ill-advised Jack White (no clue what’s going on with “Hi-De-Ho” but man I respect it for trying). Even when I don’t like this, I like it. I don’t know how that’s possible, but it is.

5. Spoon, “Lucifer on the Sofa”

Spoon is just, like…a good band, right? Just a good, solid rock outfit that shows up, delivers, and gets out of your hair. I don’t really know what else to say about them at this point. No one in music exudes professionalism like they do. They know exactly what they want to do and how to do it. No frills, no strain, no visible effort. Cool and casual. The premier act in rock ’n roll to nod your head to while driving.

4. Sudan Archives, “Natural Brown Prom Queen”

I should be upset about this album leaning much harder into hip-hop than its predecessor. I feel like we’re hurting way worse for good R&B artists than we are for good rappers right now. It should bother me to see Brittney Parks making such a significant leap away from the former in favor of the latter. It’s a testament to how good she is at it that it just…doesn’t. Not a lot, anyway. Gun to my head, I still prefer what she was doing on “Athena.” My favorite songs of hers — and most of my favorites off this album — are the ones that are heavy on the violin, the pretty and emotive ones. But her whole deal slots so interestingly into hip-hop that it’s impossible for me to be mad about it. No one is making anything like this right now. Sudan Archives skipped the rap debut and went directly to the huge, experimental mission statement and completely got away with it. I have no idea where Parks goes from here. For once, I mean that in a good way.

3. Wet Leg, “Wet Leg”

I love them. I love them I love them I love them. I listened to this album four times consecutively the day I first checked it out. I never do that. This is the most promising debut in recent memory. Wet Leg seems to have arrived fully formed. There is no doubt whatsoever about the kind of band they want to be after listening to this. They don’t immediately read as weird, and yet I feel like they completely own this sound. It’s punk, it’s alt rock, it’s pretty, it’s loud, it’s snarky, it’s crass, you can dance to it. A hundred things going on at once, and yet the band never loses control of it. The songs are a different experience depending on the headspace you’re in when you press play. The only thing I don’t like about this album is the fear that it’s the kind of thing they’ll never be able to surpass. This is a high bar to set for yourself right out of the gate.

2. Big Thief, “Dragon New Warm Mountain I Believe in You”

There’s this movie Grand Piano. I’ve never seen it. Elijah Wood is in it. It’s like Speed, except “driving a bus” is replaced with “playing a piano.” I think Adrianne Lenker might be in one of those situations. Blink once if you need help. Big Thief already feels like an alt rock legacy band just because of sheer output over the last four years. It’s easy to forget they’re relatively new on the scene. They hit us with two albums the year they made a name for themselves, then Lenker dropped a solo record during the pandemic, then they skipped a year, and then the band had to release a mammoth double album to appease whomever has taken them hostage. Even being that prolific is an accomplishment. That they’re not only keeping pace but actively getting better feels like someone made a deal with the devil. I don’t know how they aren’t burned out. I don’t know how they haven’t run out of ideas. But I know better than to look a gift horse in the mouth, and the gift horse named “Dragon New Warm Mountain I Believe in You” is just…phenomenal. There is not one bad song among the twenty here. There are only two or three that rate as just OK. There’s enough material here that they could have spread it across two AOTY-level records. But I’m sure they had to get it out so they can work on, I don’t know, their riff on “69 Love Songs” that’s probably coming out next week. I don’t know what to tell you. We do not deserve Big Thief.

  1. Kendrick Lamar, “Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers”

Yes, whatever, I KNOW I’m a cliche, OK? Oh, look, fancy music critic man put Kendrick Lamar at number one on his list, how original, yeah, yeah, I know, hypothetical person I’m having an imaginary argument with, first off, I am neither fancy nor a music critic, and second…if you asked a bunch of people to rank their top ten favorite things to breathe most of them are probably going to give the top slot to air, all right? To be fair, Kendrick Lamar and Big Thief are really running neck and neck here. I spent a lot of time thinking this over, and there’s a very good chance I’ll change my mind eventually. But right here, right now, this is what feels right. What it comes down to, for me, is this: there’s no one in the industry now who cares this much about albums. I’m fundamentally an album-oriented listener. A great song is a great song, but there’s only so much you can pack into a few minutes. I love it when it feels like someone is telling a story, like each track is meant to accomplish something super specific, when you have the full weight of the whole set accumulating in the final minutes. I’ll let smarter people than me decide if this is Kendrick’s best album, but I think it’s easily his most cohesive one. I felt like I went on a journey listening to “Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers.” This year, no music moved me like it did. More than anything, that’s what I’m after, so how could I put it anywhere else on this list?

That’s the list! Thank you for reading! Please continue to do so (I am not too proud to beg)! Next time will probably be my Oscar predictions, so stay tuned for those.

2021: Top 20 Movies

2021 was a weird year for movies.


Allow me, if you will, to take you on a journey into How My Brain Works, an undertaking you surely will come to regret. In a given year, my Top 20 can essentially be broken down into three categories:


• The really good to maybe-great movies. The four-stars-out-of-five. These make up the back half of the list, maybe a portion of the Top 10. These are movies I loved, but that I do have a handful of noteworthy reservations about. They’re not quite all-time favorites, but I may add two or three to my collection.


• The genuinely great movies. These make up most of the Top 5, maybe most of the Top 10 if we’re lucky. It’s a happy compromise if one of these wins big at the Oscars. I have very little negative to say about them — possibly nothing at all. Sometimes they only lack that special, impossible-to-determine something that would proclaim them as all-timers. They’re probably headed for my collection.


• The unqualified masterpieces. Easy five-star movies. Not every year has these. That’s usually, for me, the sign of a mediocre-to-bad year, but not always — I can still, on balance, consider it a solid year if enough movies qualify for the second and third category. Any year that does have entries in this category, it’s probably only one or two. New all-time favorites don’t come along every day, after all.


To me, an average year — movies were as good as they could reasonably be expected to be — looks like, say…2014, when my list had no movies in the first category, but several in the second, and a more or less normal number in the third. A bad year looks like 2016, where I exhausted every movie I would even consider eligible for the third category getting the list together. A good year looks like 2019, where I had a healthy percentage of everything — two in the elusive first category, a handful on the second, and a bunch of movies in the third that I was genuinely enthusiastic about.


Of course, none of that is a hard rule. 2016 actually had at least one movie secure all-timer status for me, and Category No. 2 was pretty well-rounded. It was the gulf between those and the bottom tier that made it so underwhelming on the whole. You had a couple of filmmakers at the height of their powers, and everyone else was whiffing.


I also think of 2013, the other Weirdest Year since I started writing about movies online. I have no idea whether that year was mostly bad or one of the greatest years for movies, period. Her, 12 Years a Slave, The Wolf of Wall Street, Short Term 12, Gravity, Before Midnight, Captain Phillips, Frances Ha. 2013’s top tier was stacked. And once you move past it, you mostly get a pile of mediocrity. I have no idea how that balances out.


I’m having the opposite debate about 2021. I’m not sure whether it’s the worst year for movies since I started keeping track, or if it’s unusually well-rounded. What I mean by this is that not only were there no movies this year that qualified for personal all-timer status, but for the first time since I started doing this, I’m not sure there were any that even qualified for that second category. That’s barring a few rewatches, of course. There are a couple top-fivers I could see advancing once I give them another whirl. But still, I have to admit I can’t remember a year whose movies left me so…uninspired. There was a lot that I enjoyed, but nothing I fell head-over-heels in love with.


But! 2021 also has the deepest bench of any year I can remember. Which is to say that third category was absolutely overflowing.


I am uninspired by this year. But I’m also really excited about almost every movie on this list. I have reservations big and small about all of them, but I was truly enraptured by what they did right. I want to call 2021 a terrible year in movies, but then I remember how many cuts I made finalizing this. Red Rocket, The Card Counter, The Harder They Fall — all really friggin’ good movies that you will see no mention of in the paragraphs to follow. The Matrix Resurrections — I was so sure that was going to be on this list, and it had a December release date. In the last few months of the year, I saw enough great movies that somehow it was dislodged. I also look at what barely made the list: movies I thought were Top 10 candidates when I first saw them. I’m almost embarrassed to put them that low, but I look at what’s ahead of them and have no clue what I’d part with.


So 2021: Good year? Bad year? I can’t even begin to decide. Wherever I land going forward, all I can say for now is that there was still a lot to love.

20. Luca
The most low-key Pixar has ever been, but that’s what’s so great about it. It’s a quiet, funny hangout movie where the highest stakes are a bicycle race. A good-natured fun-for-the-whole family film. It isn’t clear to me how culturally impactful Luca was, whether anyone other than me likes it in any meaningful sense. But I’m holding it close to my heart. It’s also the only movie on this list that I don’t feel would be in another year’s top ten.


19. The Lost Daughter
Your guess is as good as mine how I only managed to put this at No. 19, honestly. Weird year. Olivia Colman has rapidly emerged as one of our foremost talents, and Maggie Gyllenhaal’s directorial debut may well put her in the same company as fellow actress-turned-director Greta Gerwig. Her first time behind the camera is confident, compelling and distinctive. I’m not someone who gets invested in editing awards, but that the Oscars didn’t even nominate it is nuts.


18. Flee
I don’t usually watch documentaries; I prefer to read news, mostly. But I was intrigued by Flee’s unique approach and decided to check it out. Obviously, my inexperience leaves me ill-equipped to subject it to analysis. And even then, I’m not sure I want to — to me, analyzing a documentary is either attacking the substance of its claims, and if it falls flat on that front, it isn’t a good documentary, or talking about the filmmaking, cinematography, editing, etc., which just makes me feel crass. It’s someone’s actual story, this really happened, this pain exists, how stupid am I for wishing it was better presented? So all I’m able to say is that I found Flee very moving.


17. The Worst Person in the World
I’ve found it difficult to distill my feelings about this movie into a few sentences without restricting it to uninteresting basics. What’s truly special about it is how skillfully it handles individual moments, how every scene contains little surprises, little tics of writing and performance, that constantly shift the context and develop its characters/themes. It’s impossible to explain its transcendence in a few short words because what’s great about it is different in every scene. It’s always revealing itself to you.


16. Drive My Car
You may recall that I said the back half of this list contains a lot of movies that feel like they should be Top 10 contenders. I think on some level I may not love Drive My Car as much as everyone else, which says nothing about how great this movie is because I could convincingly declare it my favorite of the year and still like it less than the rest of you. This is very much a case of “YOU might say this is the best movie of the year; however, I think that it is just…very, very great.” I’m doing this routine because I don’t actually have a lot to say about emotional powerhouses like this. Acting good, writing good, directing good, movie good. Etc.


15. A Hero
We don’t deserve Asghar Farhadi, one of the best, if not the best, storytellers in this genre. With A Hero, he’s crafted another thoughtful social labyrinth where no one is evil, no one is innocent, and ethical dilemmas compound until the only way for the characters to do the right thing is to do the thing they can live with.


14. Passing
As Maggie Gyllenhaal collects much-deserved accolades for The Lost Daughter, we should be sure not to forget 2021’s other actress-turned-director breakthrough — who as far as I’m concerned, acquitted herself even better with this beautifully shot, impeccably crafted, and challenging drama about identity and people’s responsibility to one another. Passing feels like one of the year’s most unsung movies. I feel like we should be talking about it more. Much like Gyllenhaal, Rebecca Hall genuinely feels like a student of this stuff, and she looks at things in a very unique way here. I hope this isn’t the last we hear of her in the director’s chair.


13. C’mon C’mon
And now we’re entering the part of the list where I’m almost shocked the movies aren’t Top 5. Despite nearly all of its production happening in late 2019, C’mon C’mon somehow managed to be the most perfectly 2021 movie of its year. It’s the proverbial “movie we need right now,” one confronting the darkness of our times with battered optimism and a giant, loving heart for all of humanity. Both the leads are stellar. As far as I’m concerned, it’s Mike Mills’ best work, and I might not even think it’s close.


12. Mass
Mass is a thoughtful, even-handed, non-exploitative take on a generation-defining problem most of Hollywood is afraid to touch. The script and performances are the entire show here, and both are more than up to the task. I love 12 Angry Men-style closed-room, real-time dramas, and Mass is a worthy heir. Deeply felt and much more gripping than you’d expect.


11. Malignant
What, you thought I was kidding? I’ve spent half a year saying this was going to be in my Top 20. I do not kid about Malignant. I’m surprised I’m not putting it higher. I still might. This movie is completely cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs, and I loved every second of it. I didn’t know how badly I’d missed horror movies you cackle your way through until James Wan brought this madness into my life. Cinema.


10. Judas and the Black Messiah
Remember this movie? It was one of 2021’s earliest releases, and ended up getting lumped in with 2020’s films because it fell within the release window — expanded because of the pandemic — of last year’s Oscars, where it won (much-deserved) Best Supporting Actor honors for Daniel Kaluuya. For my part, between festivals and critic screenings, it’s already a pain keeping track of when movies technically released, so as far as I’m concerned, if it never once played before 2021, it’s a 2021 movie. And Judas and the Black Messiah opened the year on a strong note. It’s confrontational, unusually radical, and left me shellshocked.


9. The Tragedy of Macbeth
A Shakespeare adaptation so good it made me reconsider my aversion to Shakespeare. I can’t think of any director, off the top of my head, who reinvented themselves so thoroughly this late in their career. Joel Coen, already a legend, simply solidifies his status as one of the all-time greats with this — possibly the most beautiful and well-shot movie of a year where there’s a lot of competition for that title. This is Macbeth as pure fantasy, haunting and grim. Denzel Washington hasn’t had this much fun in years. Never underestimate the Coen brothers, even when it’s only half of them.


8. Dune
Look, I’m a simple person. All I really want to see is spaceships and explosions and giant worms, and on the rare occasion that such things are given to a filmmaker who will actually shoot them so they are nice looking, I’m pretty much just a cat chasing a laser pointer. Dune is gorgeous and fun, in its grim, austere way.


7. The Last Duel
Easily the year’s biggest surprise. What appeared, on paper, to be the most meatheaded of meatheaded cinema, in practice is almost the exact opposite. The must unsung film of 2021, as far as I’m concerned. It isn’t the first movie to tell a story multiple times, each from the perspective of a different character, but it’s rarely done this well, or this impactfully. Its most egregious awards snubs were in the categories of Best Adapted Screenplay and Best Actress for Jodie Comer. It’s been a long time since I last felt the stakes of a movie’s climax this acutely. As an aside, I’m a huge fan of the rare post-movie title card that actually has emotional weight, and oh boy does it ever.


6. The Green Knight
I don’t understand why David Lowery isn’t one of the biggest names in cinema right now. He’s a chameleonic director — not voiceless, but somehow effortlessly speaking the language of every genre he tries his hand at, from the family-friendly warmth of Pete’s Dragon to the artful mystique of A Ghost Story to the easygoing true-story energy of The Old Man and the Gun, and now to high fantasy. The Green Knight is a gorgeous movie, a technical marvel, the sort of fantasy where every frame drips with history. A feast for the eyes, the heart, and the mind.


5. The Mitchells vs. the Machines
At one point, this movie made me laugh so hard and so suddenly that I physically hurt myself. It has unique, detailed animation, and a well-told story, but really it’s just that this is scene for scene one of the funniest movies to have been released in actual years. Genuine fun for the whole family, something for everyone, don’t miss it.


4. Parallel Mothers
It took me a bit to adjust to Parallel Mothers being much more genre than I expected, but once I did, I was all the way in. It’s genuinely fascinating to see a movie that could be classified as drama, that never does anything that couldn’t theoretically happen in real life, somehow come up with a story that feels like it’s never been told before. Not that it is, in the end, an overly serious indie philosophizing about The Meaning of Life — it’s very heightened, piling up several one-in-a-million possibilities in order to create a fundamentally preposterous social situation. But Pedro Almodovar knows exactly what this movie is, and it never does anything it doesn’t earn. I’m not sure what you’d call this, in the end — I’m gravitating toward “social thriller,” but even that doesn’t capture its well-drawn characters and performances, or the handful of things it’s truly sincere about. It’s rare that a movie can make me feel something while also having a certain…dementedness that makes it guilty fun. Parallel Mothers is a masterclass in having your cake and eating it, too.


3. West Side Story
This mainly exists as an excuse for Steven Spielberg to direct a musical, and that is more than enough to justify the price of admission — many times over. From a technical standpoint, West Side Story is a two-and-a-half-hour mic drop of a motion picture. I might barely prefer the original for story, but this version’s direction may have permanently ruined Hollywood musical numbers for me. Now I watch musicals and I just think, “Why isn’t this West Side Story?” This is what big screens and surround sound were built for.


2. Licorice Pizza
The best Paul Thomas Anderson has been since There Will Be Blood. It’s been a while since I last felt like I “got” one of his movies the way everyone else did, so Licorice Pizza comes as great relief. This is without question one of the year’s best screenplays — authentic and funny, with characters so fully psychologized they feel like friends of yours. I’ve missed Anderson in comedy mode, too, and this has some big laughs. Alana Haim isn’t just my personal 2021 Best Actress, hers might be my favorite performance of the year altogether, period, end of sentence.

  1. The Power of the Dog
    I just hope we don’t have to wait another 13 years for Jane Campion to follow this one up. This is the sort of movie that only gets better in retrospect. The more you think about it, the better the pieces fit together. An hour after the movie, revelations will strike you out of nowhere: “Oh, that’s what was going on there!” Great characters, great casting, great writing, great direction, everyone involved in this production showed up with their A-game from day one. It’s a compelling, edgy, psychological drama topped off by one of the year’s best endings.

2021: Top 10 Albums

New website, time to reiterate my years-old disclaimers!


Disclaimer the First: I am stupid at music!


This is the only disclaimer, thank you.


I just want to make clear, as always, that I really don’t have any technical understanding of music whatsoever, and I’m not that well-listened. Your proper music critic listened to hundreds of albums last year and can subdivide them by genres I’ve never even heard of; I don’t even remember how to read music anymore. This remains a top ten because I don’t listen to enough to have anything bigger. In any given year, I only give a handful of albums a full listen, and I sort of peruse others until I have a sense of whether they’re for me. I can’t give you a thorough dissection. I just like things, and I like to write about things that I like! Maybe you, if you are as stupid as me, will like them too!


Anyway, from my limited perspective, 2021 struck me as kind of a slow year for music. There are years when it feels like new stuff just gets dumped on me, and then there are years where I have to go looking for something new to listen to. 2021 was one of the latter, usually. It was a bit of a disappointing year, too — a handful of artists I usually enjoy, or who I thought had promise, released new albums that just didn’t do much for me. Modest Mouse, Lorde…does anyone even know there was a new Sleater-Kinney last year?


But some other old favorites delivered in a big way, and I made a couple of fun new discoveries, the way I often do when the mainstays are letting me down. I can’t say it was all bad. A lot of the albums here are going to stay in my rotation for a long time, maybe forever. 2021: Short on really good stuff, but enough great stuff to keep the balance.

10. Squid — Bright Green Field:
This is almost a placeholder decision. I discovered these guys late in the game. I’m still exploring Bright Green Field, and…god, I don’t know how I feel about a lot of this. I don’t have much of a framework for something this out there. But it certainly grabbed my attention, and even if I don’t completely understand it yet, I haven’t gotten bored trying, which usually signifies a future all-time favorite. I love that jazz right now is a marriage of the old-school, highly technical music nerd stuff to dudes with cartoon character voices yelling about complete nonsense. Ollie Judge makes this band for me. I need him to do the full Isaac Brock, just get more and more manic and out of control with each album (just without the part where Brock eventually just…stopped doing that). I think Bright Green Field is more of an album listen than an individual song listen — you sort of need the full context to get the Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts-esque cheerful dystopia vibe I think (?) Squid is going for. At the end of the day, what I’m out for is something different, and Squid…well, enough said. This is the sort of album that either heralds the arrival of a titan, or a quick burnout, nothing in between. Either way, it’s a gift.


9. Psychedelic Porn Crumpets — SHYGA! The Sunlight Mound:
I think I may have exhausted the full scope of everything I could ever say about…sigh…the Psychedelic Porn Crumpets back when I tackled…sigh…And Now for the Whatchamacallit. I think I would call…sigh…SHYGA! The Sunlight Mound a lateral move, neither better or worse than its predecessor and not much of an evolution for the band, which makes it even more difficult to have thoughts about it. The gist of it is that the Crumpets hit that sweet spot of unique and accessible that’s where a lot of the music I love most lives. For that reason, more of the same is good enough for me right now. That said, I’m anxious because this very much feels like a band that can’t sustain the same old thing for another album. Good stuff, highly enjoyable, hope it isn’t the last time I’m able to care about these guys.


8. Courtney Barnett — Things Take Time, Take Time:
I’m enjoying the mellowing-out of Courtney Barnett more than most people, I think. I’m with you, Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit is her best work by a wide margin, I miss it, I hope she finds her way back to that zone eventually. But she’s still a solid songwriter, and she has an “artist for her times” quality that I find underrated — that dull bittersweetness, that millennial malaise, deadpan voice snarking over observations of a collapsing world, not quite masking the genuine fear beneath it. I’m not sure I have the patience for another round of this, but then again, I was worried Things Take Time, Take Time wasn’t going to work for me either. Barnett has my ear. I miss the rock n’ roll, but I can content myself with this.


7. Nick Cave and Warren Ellis — CARNAGE:
Nick Cave does not strike me as the sort of artist who ought to be prolific — he has the energy of a guy who disappears into his attic and reemerges every decade with some painstakingly crafted, gut-wrenching masterpiece — but I’m grateful he is, and somehow he still manages to deliver on the “painstakingly crafted, gut-wrenching masterpiece” part of the equation. It’s nice to see him scale back a little in the wake of Ghosteen, make something a little more digestible, if not much less grim. I know very little about Warren Ellis, and I’m not sure what his contribution was here — there’s nothing that distinguishes CARNAGE from anything else Cave has done with the Bad Seeds of late. But that doesn’t make this any less an unsurprisingly strong outing from a pair of artists who are not often off their game.


6. Iceage — Seek Shelter:
I’m new to these guys! I was not aware they existed prior to this year. My shallow perusal of the rest of their discography was enough to confirm that Seek Shelter is indeed a major sound shift for what used to be a particularly dark, aggressive punk band. But it seems to me like their fans are mostly on board with it, which more than anything is a sign of a stellar album. What they’ve found here at the very least equals their previous work; personally, I think it’s even better, and that’s despite my uncharacteristic soft spot for obnoxious punk. I think the core of what they’ve always been remains intact here, which probably eased the transition; they’ve just transferred it into the trappings of emotive DIY alt rock. Like all the best punk frontmen, Elias Bender Rønnenfelt is not what you would call a good singer, but he’s one of the select few able to turn that weakness into strength. It’s vulnerable rather than grating. And the songs themselves are really strong; Seek Shelter contains a sizable chunk of my favorites last year. There’s album of the year material here; a couple of tracks tending mediocre are all that kept it from the top half of this list.


5. St. Vincent — Daddy’s Home:
I have a weird relationship with this one. I love it, but I don’t; it’s great, but it’s flawed; I could listen to the album all day, but I can’t say the same for most of the songs individually. And you know what? I think that works for it, in a weird way. Given the overall theme of the album, it makes an odd sort of sense for the whole thing to feel like it’s at war with itself. Sometimes raw, sometimes traditional, sometimes overproduced, sometimes bubbly, Daddy’s Home has its fingers in a lot of pots but they all have something good in them. Or at least something interesting. It pales in comparison to St. Vincent’s last two albums, one of which I awarded AOTY status, but most things do.


4. Arlo Parks — Collapsed in Sunbeams:
Arlo Parks is easily the most promising newcomer of 2021. She still needs fine-tuning on a few fronts, but she’s naturally gifted in a way that makes me think she might be a big deal in the making. I’m not surprised to find her working her way into Phoebe Bridgers’ circles. They might be in different genres — Bridgers more a singer-songwriter, Parks more R&B — but their energy is very similar. They’re both strong lyricists with distinctive voices, bittersweet outlooks, and effortless songwriting ability. Catchy, moving, memorable. Collapsed in Sunbeams is very, very good. Parks’ next might be an all-timer.


3. Japanese Breakfast — Jubilee:
I’ve been aware of Japanese Breakfast for a couple years, but 2021 was when I started getting into them. Jubilee precipitated a deep dive into the rest of their discography because it’s one of those insta-great albums that makes you wonder why it took you so long to check it out. I’m a sucker for the alt-pop scene in general, but really, with Jubilee, it’s the simple things: it took me maybe two or three listens for every chorus to lodge itself in my brain and write itself in my heart. It’s music that becomes part of you. The first time you listen to it, you’re humming along by the end even though you don’t completely know the tune yet.


2. IDLES — CRAWLER:
If, on November 12, you heard a sigh of relief loud enough to crack the earth, that was me listening to CRAWLER for the first time. I sort of got Star Wars prequel’d into loving Ultra Mono the first couple of listens — “Is this…not working for me? No, no, that can’t be, it’s IDLES. I just don’t get it yet. Listen to, you know…that thing. I think I like that. Yeah, I like that. I definitely do.” And it took a while for the fact that it is mostly not good to catch up to me. I was sort of primed for disappointment — I thought then, and still think now, that basically all the singles are awesome, and the album has some of the band’s best production to date. But yeah. There are a lot of duds on there. And worse, they’re duds that suggest a band running out of ideas, going through the motions. So it is to my great relief, many months later, that CRAWLER is pretty friggin’ great and I only get more convinced of the fact with each listen. IDLES was in need of evolution, and that’s exactly what they did on CRAWLER. They’ve always denied being a punk band, and CRAWLER’s the first time that hasn’t felt like BS. There’s more variety than usual. You get your bluntly political headbangers, of course, but there’s a lot of atmosphere, a lot of experimentation, a lot of new elements thrown into the mix. It’s the best Joe Talbot has ever been as a vocalist, not that the bar is super high. But more importantly, where Ultra Mono fell back on a lot of generic platitudes — without the tongue-in-cheek, all-loving cheese of Joy As an Act of Resistance — CRAWLER makes it personal. It phrases things uniquely. It feels like someone’s actual perspective rather than a recitation of a party platform. It’s a grimmer, more sincere album than I’m accustomed to from these guys, and I won’t lie — I miss the oafish positivity of their previous work. But this is a very well-rounded, mature album. It swiftly restored my hope that IDLES may yet have a long and fruitful future ahead of them.

  1. Little Simz — Sometimes I Might Be Introvert
    It’s not clear to me, given my lack of interaction with the finer points of music criticism, but it seems from the outside looking in as though Sometimes I Might Be Introvert has achieved Parasite levels of Consensus Best Thing of the Year. If that is indeed true, far be it from me to disagree. I’m glad I managed to get on the Little Simz train just before she solidified herself as a master in the making, so now I can share in the collective cred of having liked her before she was cool. Though if it’s all right with you, I’m planning to keep liking her after. For the life of me, I do not understand how this is not a person with multiple Top Ten hits. Between this and GREY Area, I’m not even sure I have a use for non-Little Simz rap albums in my life anymore. It seems like every rapper eventually has to prove him- or herself on a gargantuan feature film-length album that doubles as a thesis statement of his or her entire life, and Little Simz’ attempt dunked so hard the backboard shattered. I don’t know whether she’s the best rapper working — there are a lot of people in contention for that. But if she keeps this up — if she keeps even fifty percent of this up — that title’s in the bag before 2030 comes around. In the six years I’ve been doing this, I don’t think I’ve ever had an easier time naming a number one.